artistic pea. (:

2010-01-21T01:17:00.000-08:00

“幸福不在千里外，让我勇敢表达爱。”

JJ; 表达爱

Welllll.
Today was pissifying.
I dont want to rant about her. I was just disappointed that we didnt meet her unmeetable expectations. TOO SMALL ISIT. YOU TRY PAINTING LAH. Totally destroyed the end of my day, which is usually supposed to be fun cos of decor meetings. (haha. green tea for anyone?)

Today was the last Orientation Decor meeting. Practically, decor has just been functioning with only some pops and 3 prefects. nevertheless, we still got things done in time (WHOOO.) But just on time. (we finished today.) HAHA. Anyway.
(I feel like doing dedications for everyone in decor! but it seems inappropriate now that im not IC. Im just advisor. haha.)

I do for those that appeared the most okay!

firstly. VISMITHA. The decor IC herself. :D
We've lived through 2 months of sheer hard work and juggling of studies and PB. But you did very very well, so thankyou. (: We met setbacks, like the changing of the awesome EXPRESSO theme. Anyway. I guess The leadership Quest is not bad too. (pun intended.) -.- Whatever the theme was, I know we had fun spending hours settling decor stuff. I hope Decor has been a good experience for you, as i think its your first time handling a decor comm right?
I shall say it once more. Im in DECOR for LIFE! hahahaha. I hope you enjoyed walking this 2 month long journey with me and paintbrushes. (: Thanks vis. (:

Secondly. DESIREE!
haha. the only other prefect that actually appeared more often than not. Im sorry if the juniors bully you with leaves. (but i dont think they're sorry lah they had fun lor.) Haha. Anyway. Im sorry when your designs were not chosen, and you had to learn the bad way. Trust me, it has happened to me before and I was super pissed. Im still pissed but nevermind, I loved your design anyway! (((: I still like the HUMILITY HILLS. hahaha :D Very creative. I hope you'll go far in PB. nono. I KNOW YOU WILL. (: Thanks for staying back with those mischevious KIDS (pops) HHAHA. and being just as nonsensical as them (: Well. I had fun laughing at you. (:

Okay. Thirdly, ANDREA GOH SHI' EN.
" Tracy, can I know what's the name of the ger beside you? " HAHAHHAHAAHAH. I think she suspects something. -.- Like. After today too. HAHA wtv. Okay. Uhh. I dont want to say thankyou to you cos Ive said it too many times alr. :D You know Im greatly appreciative of what you've done for me. Always helping me out when Im in need. and of course. Cheering me up instantly the moment someone pisses me off. (: You and I have many things in common. Especially our lameness. (: Maybe thats why we connect even though you're 2 years younger than me haha. Set. 30 pictures okay! ((: HAHAH. See you soon.

Okay i'll post this first. i'll edit next time and continue.
[EDIT]

HAHA wait I continue with Andrea's first. Havent finish yet (:

Uhh. Thankyou and the other pops who helped to put up the posters! Andand! (I just knew from Elizabeth) You guys re-pasted the damaged footprints. (!!!) OMG haha so touched. Thanks for having the initiative. And! THANKYOU for camwhoring with me yesterday haha. I had alot alot alot of fun during campfire. Esp mass dance HAHA. Hope your knee isnt still lumpy after this weekend! Otherwise you'll be lame. (-.-) HAHAHHA. Okay im sorry im making fun of you. But thankyou and ily! (:

Fourth-ly (Is there such a word?), ISABEL! The evil but damn cute little girl (:

Aiyah. I have to thankyou for making me happy. Cos you always do. (: Your giggle is still so cute! And its matched awesomely with your face, dimples, smile and mischevious behaviour HAHA. You're the kiddest of all the KIDS. (: But its okay. I still like DORA the EXPLORER. (: Thankyou for submitting proposals on time, and being a very cooperative pop. And for having a high work standard during decor meetings too. Oh. and for ganging up with CHARLENE WEE. Actually Im not too appreciative of that, but nevermind! Its still cute when you try to tease me. HAHA. Thankyou for everything! Mostly, for being as awesome as you already are.

Next, JASLYN!

HELLO JUNIOR. HAHA. You're still very funny (: But your jokes are very cheem haha. I appreciate your initiative and efficiency! Esp helping me to chase after Andrea when she takes my stuff and runs (; HAHAHHA. I had alot of fun on friday too, watching you guys run around and (from afar) watching you guys play with the trolley. hahaahha. Thankyou for being a great pop. (:

Uhh. Anisah!

HAHAHHA. Helloooo you. with the loud loud scream that sent my nerves to the ceiling and back. My gosh. Hahahh. Thankyou for having ALOT of initiative, so much that its impressive. (: And for having a contagious laugh too. So scary haha. Love your hair! ((:

YENLINK!

hahah you always make fun of me. Hahah. But then you take it back, so that makes you a nice person. (: I realised that you're really very very caring, and also, very responsible! so responsible that you saw programmes at work then you pangseh decor. HAHAHAH. Anyway. I had fun washing SOMEBODY'S blouse with you, and making fun of her in the process. (: Haha. Thankyou and continue to strive on! (:

ELIZABETH!

HAHHAH ELI! you're still the same Eli from PI Decor, just that now you've matured. (: Its a good thing. ahaha. i know you'll go very far in PB, so I hope you'll continue to excel. I didnt get to work with you this time in decor, but I know you did a really good job in programmes (: Thanks for telling me when kahmin was COMING. haha omg old old joke but so funny. (: JIAYOUS! -does hand action-

CHARLENE WEEE WEEE !

HAHAHA. Orientation this year, I bet, has been an awesome one with many many ups and downs, ESPECIALLY, of course, for you. I know you have to tolerate XXX Person and it sucks, but im glad you survived through it all, managing to balance CCA and PB and Studies. Omg. Idk how come you can be so awesome. (: Thankyou for walking with me for most part of this journey (literally, like walking to meetings and all haha) Jiayoussss (:

And just. THANKYOU to everyone who has helped decor in one way or another. (:

iloveyou.

#TRACY``

2010-01-09T23:25:00.000-08:00

"我們背對背擁抱

濫用沈默在咆哮

愛情來不及變老

葬送在烽火的玩笑

我們背對背擁抱

真話兜著圈子來亂繞

即使想讓我知道

即使想讓妳知道

愛的警告"

- JJ 林俊杰;背对背拥抱

Heyy. (:

I think 背对背拥抱 is an awesome song on 100天. Its really sweet.

Today is sunday, the usual. Art class.

Hmph. I like my horse. Its very emo (Aleeza's worse haha) but i think it'll turn out very cool haha (ego.)

Yesterday. Omg i hated yesterday.

Saturday morning, went out with Daddy for cycling.

Starting was good. middle was awesome, end was shit.

I dont want to talk about it anymore, it just depresses me.

I dont want her to take my place, basically. period.

Anyway. After that I had tuition, and it made my day a whole lot better.

Karen is so nice in such an evil way.

I told her "my green pen no ink. how? I forgot to buy one."

She said." you must go buy a box lah, one is not enough."

-.- walao I got so many corrections meh. -.-

Then she keep bring up the "What's 4 divided by 4?" (I wrote 0) (the answer is -checks calculator- 1.)

Haha. I cant believe I said 0. -.-

Ohoh then we talked about chemistry, moles in particular. So I told her that weiling has 5 moles on her leg thats in the shape of a star. MYAHAHA. (Thats why she can score A2 for mole concept; she got alot of moles mah.) HAHAH damn funny, we laughed like mad at her expense (:

Anyway. After tuition I felt miles better. :D

Spent the whole afternoon slacking to some extent.

Watched tao hua xiao mei at night. Im starting to think more and more that Huiqi is very pretty haha. :D

Anyway. So today. Art class was very very quiet. Usually with Sabrina we'll laugh every 10 mins. Today we only laughed twice. Omg so sad. ):

Took bus home, ate rice with vegetables. Omgggg. Hahah. I cant believe I ordered 2 veg and 1 meat which isnt really meat cos its egg. So thats 3 vegetables. Haha! $3 leh. Cool.

And now im here, uploading a video for Sabrina. Haha. Its her birthday on 12 jan. (:

Im quite at a loss of what to do now. I have 2 problems on hand, but both not worth me thinking and pondering over cos Im helpless.

well. Pfft.

"Oh I dont believe you, when you say you don't need me anymore"

#TRACY``

2010-01-04T05:16:00.000-08:00

"If I was a christmas tree, I'll be a Gucci one."

-Syasya Super (:

Heyy.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS... (Describe it in a word)... well. AWESOME i guess.
it looks like awesome is the only word in my vocabulary hahaha.
its not.
Anyway.
I think it was a good day.
i love school. but i hate lessons. so today school with no lessons was perfect. (:
Haha. Being in 4/7 hasnt sunk in yet.
It was nice catching up with everyone on stuff, hugging like mad. (OMG TRACY HAHA. lol cant hug LOL)
Orientation has been good so far.
Tmr teaching school cheers, better take care of my voice. I almost screamed my heart out today hahaha.
Actually, ratana screamed more. HAH.
Im looking forward to tomorrow.
It will be a good day.
Then wednesday idk cos lessons start alr HAHA.

Ey my sister bugging me.
Hahahha. She being bimbo again.
(:
#TRACY``

PAINTING

2010-01-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

"We all live with the objective of being happy; our lives are all different and yet the same."

-Anne Frank

Heyy.

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

I can't believe 2010 is here :O

Like I was telling Sabrina, IM SCARED! She's scared too. Of becoming Sec Four.

I get the feeling of. Like stepping into a hot pool. You know its hot, so you dip your toes into it. You don't dare to go in, but you know you have to get through it to get to the other side.

Kinda like. Do or well... DIE. D:

Haha. I hope 2010 wont be as bad as what im imagining it to be. :X

Thus, I have made some resolutions. (Which I 90% wont stick to. )

1. STUDY HARD. Like obviously lah. I have to let go of my committments. Cos if I dont, I'll kill myself by over-committment. I know that I have to, but it isnt so easy.

2. Improve Chinese. This was last year's resolution. Im reusing it. :D

3. Focus. In whatever I do actually. I tend to have short attention span these days D:

4. Dont STONE. Omg stoning is just wasting half my life away.

5. Study hard, Play hard. (:

6. Keep healthy.

7. CUT DOWN ON TV OMG KOREAN DRAMAS ARE SO ADDICTIVE.

8. Well. Love everyone and treasure everyone. Dont take things for granted.

Okay. 8 resolutions for 2010. Can or not TRACY TAN? (:

Haha.

Well.

The first day of 2010 for me was damn well spent. (:

We went to Gong Gong's House to paint the walls and the ceilings.

FUN FUN FUN. Hhaha.

Mostly, I enjoyed everything. Esp getting DIRTY!

Hahah.

Gong gong damn ON. He couldnt wait to start lor. Mummy wanted to wait for the rest to come but he keep saying he want to paint. He even woke up early to move all the heavy furniture by himself! Shocking. Idk how there's so much strength in his skinny frame. -jaws drop-

Started with the living room walls. Then had lunch of noodles that gong gong bought for all of us. (:

then continued with the kitchen. Idk where. Then painted the DOOR. OH THE DOOR.

It became super SHINY! HAHAHAH. Omg this was my biggest accomplishment. (:

Let me ego abit, but i think i did an awesome job HAHAHAHHAHA.

BEST part was that Gong Gong was watching me paint throughout, and luckily, he was SMILING throughout. Omg that just made my whole day.

Then he kept saying "gilak gilak" which means "shiny shiny"

HAPPY SIA.

haha. Then we all waited for Uncle Kelvin to go downstairs to buy a huge ground sheet to cover the furniture while we paint the ceiling. This was the HARDEST. Its tiring lah. then its like. RAINING. hahah. So. -burns calories-

Then after that hor. Waah I damn pissed with myself. Went to the dining room. Saw Shaun eating the curry chicken. Like. Eat until very nice leh. Then he stared at me and GAVE IT TO ME hahahha so I no choice I take lor. HAHAH damn nice. But like. Shoot, just worked then gained back all the calories. HAHA. But nevermind. I LIVE TO EAT. (:

So I went to paint another ceiling. This time, got music. So was multi tasking painting-singing-dancing to ring ding dong HAHAHHAHA. so fun.

Then I was pooped. I just lay on the sofa and GONE. Haha. Slept. But was shortly awakened by someone's LOUD LOUD TALKING. I heard the whole thing lor. idk what "Nevermind my niece know that I talk like that she wont mind" -.-"

Nevermind. Woke up officially. Then painted GREEN PAINT! hahah yay. Painted the door frame green yay. hahah. so cool.

Hmmm. After that we went out for dinner at Sin Hoi Sai. Nice dinner. Omg I got to eat my chilli crab YAY. Hhaha. The service is really "awesome". Damn "fast". Anywayyy.

I HAD A GOOD DAY. I know im gonna wake up with muscle aches all over, but I think its worth it; my work is worth as long as gong gong is happy. (: Makes me realy happy too.

Well. Its 2 days to first day of school. Idk what to bring on first day of school HAHA. After 9 years of "first days", im still not experienced enough. LOL.

Whatever. Like weiling says. Anyhow bring la.

#TRACY``

TRACY!

2009-12-28T23:28:00.000-08:00

TRACYYYYYY!

Im so sad that you've moved ):

This post is definitely dedicated for you.

I'll miss those times we ran to the backyard to say HI for no reason. Haha! And meeting outside the house to chat.

It has only been 1 year that I got to know you, but somehow, it seems like I've known you for years alr. (: Somehow, we "click". (:

Maybe its just because we have the same name. HAHA. Anyway! it has been fun having you as my neighbour. And you're right. DONT CALL ME EX-NEIGHBOUR OKAY. D: hahaha. I'll always be your neighbour, and you'll always be mine (:

I miss you like shit alr. Everytime I open my door then I look at your door then I'll think of you. So. I think of you EVERYDAY! (: hahah. Idk if the next neighbour will also be called TRACY. Cos anyway if I ever meet any other TRACY in my life, I dont think she'll be as awesome as you. (:

Thankyou so much and I love you!

KEEP IN TOUCH OKAY BNF! :D

#TRACY``

Your awesome neighbour :D

TAIWAN

2009-12-25T23:04:00.000-08:00

heyy (:

I think Taiwan is pretty awesome. Would want to go back again! ((:
Im just gonna blog about the highlights.

1. Airport.
Saw Amanda Tay! HAHAH. So coincidental. (:

2. Flight.
FOOD WAS AWESOME! Fish curry plus rice. Omg. first time i loved airplane food! ((:

3. 六合夜市
First meal was 担仔面 and or ah jian. Haha. the 担仔面 is my favourite food througout the whole trip. Or maybe it was because I was hungry. (:
There were also alot of motorcycles at the night market. PFFFT! you know how much i loathe those vehicles. ):
Slept at 2.30am. Cool huh (:

4. 七津 island
This island houses all the famous seafood eateries in Taiwan. Probably beacause this is an island, the seafood is supposedly more fresh. (: We took a ferry there, and guess what! motorcycles can ride the ferry too. -.- PFFT! pollution everywhere cann.

5. The British Consulate
Great place for taking photos haha! we had to climb this uber long staircase to get to the top. This was also where Secret was filmed. COOOOL (; hahhaha. I watched secret 7 times okay!

6. Fengjia night market
SUPER CROWDED but it was also because it was a Saturday night. However, its still my favourite. Partly beacuse it was more lively as compared to liu he. Then. excited lor. (: I bought the most things that night (Actually i bought the most things throughout the trip LOL) haha. So happy with my 收获 :D

7. Hotel Room
Idk what hotel it was. But. So nice when we switched on the TV, KIM BUM'S MV WAS PLAYING HAHAHAH. Im going to meet you now. The mv is super nice! (: Myahaha.

8. Sun Moon Lake
Really Pretty. (:

9. Formosan Aboriginal Culture Village
Haha this isnt some educational place lah. its an awesome theme park!
Very fun, but too bad not enough time to look around. Got to play some games, won a giraffe MYAHAHHAH. Its called Carrot. (: Its like disney land.
We watched a show, some Naruwan show. Cool.

10. Hot spring hotel
MYAHAHHA SUPER FUN.
Our room was UBER cool. like. sleep on the floor one. haha. then like the hot spring pool/tub was in our room/toilet itself. hahah. so we on the huge tap then created this mini swimming pool-ish place to soak in. and the water (which contains sulphur) is quite hot. so fun lah hahah (: but after that soak very long my hands became very weak. so i got scared and went out. haha.
At night, we watched some funny taiwanese variety shows. those lame ones lah. very funny. (:

11. Fisherman's Wharf
Nice place, but very very very cold. hahah.

12. National Palace Museum (故宫)
Some museum in Taiwan that holds all of China's treasures. The most prized possession is a cabbage. haha. Cool. But alot of Mainland ppl spoiled the atmosphere! cut queues ):

13. Tamshui Old street
Did you know that Jay Chou stays in Tamshui? ((: The school that was used to film Secret is near his house. COOL right! Haha. Anyway. Tamshui 老街 has alot of those (my favourite) Grabby thingys. the game lah. its cheaper there also. singapore at least 1 dollar. there, its $0.45. HAHAH. So. there was this one. the doggy was veh cute! i tried once, then the hand grabbed the dog, mummy screams, then. the hand just dropped it. (!!!!!!!!!) SO CLOSE OKAY. cant stand it. pfft!

14. Ximenting
YAY. This night market was the best organised, least motorcycles, and biggest walkways. Most comfortable shopping (: BUT. the thing is. all the shops sell the same thing. so i didnt really buy alot of stuff.

15. Taipei!
It took 3 hours to get there.

16. 5 Cent Driftwood Restaurant
Awesome. this restaurant doesnt even look like a building haha! it looks more like a piece of art, which it actually is. (: the food there is okay, but mainly its the art pieces that attracted me. The boss makes the sculptures herself. So. its quite unique. took alot of photos, but its too abstract i cant really tell which is up or down haha!

17. Taipei 101!
Its like an ion. hahah. as in, its like Ion Orchard. nice building, expensive shops, basement = food. :D Taipei 101 is really tall. :O

18. Wu Fen Pu Wholesale Market
My no. 2 favourite place! CLOTHES EVERYWHERE! so awesome. Quite cheap also. bought stuff. (: the milk tea was good too.

19. Shilin Night Market
Surprisingly. We all didnt get a single thing from there. :O and the place is huge. Food there was good, tried the 豪大大鸡排。 which is really very very big. and oily. But it tastes nice lah haha (: had another plate of or ah jian (we probably had about 5 plates. haha) Disappointing uh.

20. 九分
This was on a hill i think. so it was very very cold. haha. Its a quiet place with many alleys, and small shops.

Thats about it!
#TRACY``

2009-12-16T23:31:00.000-08:00

Heyy(:

Shinee-jojo. Omgg! Haha. Its awesome.

Listen.

Taiwan, here I come. (tmr night la)

I can't wait! (:

I want to shop. And just get away from my school work, pb stuff and other stuff. Everything.

It'll be fun.

Gone! Will be back a week later.

#TRACY``

2009-12-10T02:57:00.000-08:00

"Geunyuyeh yupeh,

yungwonhee gyuteh,

nae jaril mandeuluh nohgosuh,

chingoo annin

namjaro byunhae,

seulpeumeun ubdorog

jikyuhjool gurago

anajoomyuh malhalguya"

-One for Me; SHINee

Heyy.

I was relaxed.

Holidays are the best time for youtubing. One for me has to be my favourite song from SHINee. (:

I was unhappy.

The theme for s1 orientation changed. pfft. Such a shock.

I have calmed down.

Tracy is awesome. (I meant tracy yong) She makes me smile. (: Take a look at our msn convo. Beware, you wont understand anything. :D

Tracy says:

i using cambria!
hehhehhhhh
Tracy says:
HAHA
HAHHAHA
hahhaha
Tracy says:
OMG
SAME
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
Tracy says:
so confusing!
Tracy says:
((((:
Tracy says:
idk which is mine also
Tracy says:
Okay la, cos we know who is who ma!
hehhhhh(:
Tracy says:
must read the whole thing
hahah
Tracy says:
yeah!
haha
we have to talk till the on top no more!
hehhheh
Tracy says:
HAHAH
yah
Tracy says:
omg so coooooool!
hello tracy! how are you!
HAHAHA
Tracy says:
HELLO
HAAHHA
damn funny leh
haha
Tracy says:
haha!
yeah!
and confusing!
hi, you are?
im tracy!
what about you?
Tracy says:
i think i talk differently from you
i use more capital letters
haha
then you use more exclamation marks LOL
haha(:
Tracy says:
hahaha, serious?
hehhhehhh
Tracy says:
yah
yah!
hahah
!!!
Tracy says:
but still so coool!
(:
Tracy says:
YAHHH
yay
Tracy says:
HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAA
Tracy says:
okay im so gonna blog this
haha
Tracy says:
perfect neighbours eh!
haha same hereeee!
eh we erm, print screeeen!
haha so coooool!
Tracy says:
yeah
Tracy says:
okay, gonna print screen now!
Tracy says:
okay wait im logging in to blogger
haha
Tracy says:
hahaha okayy(:
im print screening now!
Tracy says:
PRINT SCREENING
PRINTING SCREEN LAH
HAHAHAH
Tracy says:
haha
your head la!!!
wait uh, i needa colour over your email!
hahaha
Tracy says:
huh
Tracy says:
OOH
cos right, u know at our conver, we got emails on top ma
then people will know whats your email!
hahaa
Tracy says:
HAHAH oh yah!
Tracy says:
awww shingz. im gonna miss you! ):
Tracy says:
shingz?!
haha
Tracy says:
you're like my first neighbour that im close to leh!
hahhaa
Tracy says:
aiyah another riz low fan
really
haha
aww
Tracy says:
no wayyy!
haha
Tracy says:
actually. you too!
haha
Tracy says:
yeah! ):
like first neighbout i talk to lor
previouslt i dun talk to my neighbours
only my parents
Tracy says:
my previous neighbour was. nice. migrated alr
hahah
yeah!
AIYAH when you move out i have no one to talk to ):
im NOT gonna talk to the little kid
Tracy says:
hahaha
PH
Tracy says:
who cries when the door is locked
Tracy says:
OH
Tracy says:
-.-
Tracy says:
THE KAYPO ONE!
who?
the one who stay beside you?
hahhsa
Tracy says:
nope
stay beside you!
the indian boy
he always cry
haha
Tracy says:
HAHA
SERIOUS!
HAHHAHAA

[part of convo cut out]

Tracy says:
from my here also can ehar!
haha
cannn!
my blogger post name will be TRACY!
Tracy says:
HAHHA
serious!
haha im blogging now
Tracy says:
haha same!

I am now settled.

Back on track. I shall get things done. (:

Thankyou Tracy. (:

#TRACY``

2009-12-09T00:15:00.000-08:00

"Sitting by my window pane

Thinking am I going insane

Why do you only shoot me halfway to the moon "

-Jack; Pixie Lott

Heyy (:

Im posting this cos of ELIZABETH LYN YOUNG LI WEN.

She says i dont update. :/

ANYWAY.

I shall. (:

Currently using the webcam. And i still dont like it! :/

Feels weird when ppl can see you. HAHAH. and i look like crap now. so.

Hee.

But very funny.

Her cousin Allison is super cute (:

Anyway.

Im eating baked beans now.

Currently feeling very bored even though i have a ton of things to do :/

BAKED BEANS<3

#TRACY``

2009-12-07T00:56:00.000-08:00

"When I met you

I really didn't like you

First impression was that you were somebody who

Walked right by when I waved at you and say 'Hi'

But they say

Bad beginnings make happy endings

And now that I know you I begin to understands things

Turn around a hundred and eighty degrees

I found my missing piece

There something 'bout you

That's like the sun

You warm up my heart, when I come undone

You're like my soul mate

And on those days,When I hurt

When I break

Mhm

You are my band aid

You are, you are

When I hurt

When I break

You are

You are, you are

When I hurt

When I break

You are

When I get caught in the rain

And it feels like

There is no one in the world who understands my

Complications that I face everyday

As I talk it through with you

No matter how I try to hideJ

ust see straight from my disguise

You know how to fix me

You are my therapy

Baby oh

There's something 'bout you

That's like the sun

You warm up my heart when I come undone

You like my soul mate

And on those days

When I hurt

When I break

Mhm

You are my band aid

You are, you are

When I hurt

When I break

You are

You are, you are

When I hurt

When I break

You are

Isn't it funny how these things get turned around?

Just when I thought I knew you

You prove me wrong

I used to hate the things you lov

eAnd love the things you hate

And now I like itI like it

I like it

Now I la la la like it

I like it

Now I la la la like it

I like itI like it

There's something 'bout you

That's like the sun

You warm up my heart when I come undone

You like my soul mate

And on those days

When I hurt

When I break

Mhm

You are my band aid

You are, you are

When I hurt

When I break

You are You are, you are

When I hurt

When I break

You are

And now I like it

I like it

Now I la la la like it

I like it

Now I la la la like it

I like it

Lalalalalala I like it

I lalala like it"

-Pixie Lott; Band Aid.

Heyy.

Pixie Lott's album is really one of the best album's I've heard in a long while.

Every song is nice. (well. except mama do. Heard it too many times alr.)

Band Aid has to be my favourite song. (:

It makes me feel good. And its easy to sing along to hahha.

Oh and from her album, I realised that 2010 orientation's sub theme - "Nothing ventured, Nothing gained" is from her song "The way the world works." Hhaha.

Its an awesome song too.

I went shopping for xmas presents with jiejie at T1 today. (:

Was very tired, so came back after 2 hours.

I saw the upside down christmas tree, haha.

I can't get fb to load. Pfft.

#TRACY``

2009-12-01T21:08:00.000-08:00

"No I can't stop thinking about you girl."

-U, Super Junior. (:

Weiling has seriously over influenced me to like suju.

She has qualified me as an elf. Yay. (:

We're like switching roles. now she likes SHINee and I like SJ. (:

hahah cool right.

I dont think im gonna blog about interact camp and prefects camp.

Anyway i dont think anyone would want to read about it, besides. I cant remember what happened alr.

So.

Today, haha. I had a good morning spent with SS501 and Amath. :D

Late morning spent with facebook and handphone. Hilarious.

Afternoon is gonna be spent with karen and more Amath.

Night im spending with TV. :D

Haha.

okay off to lunch! (:

#TRACY``

2009-11-21T18:33:00.000-08:00

"Even the best fall down sometimes,

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme..."

-Collide

CCA LEADERS' CAMP 2009 ((:

16th - 18th November 2009

The camp was great, overall.

DAY ONE - 16TH NOVEMBER

I couldn't wake up. Thus, missed the first bus, panicked. Not a great way to start huh. :x

Anyway I reached school at 8.23. (:

Awesome. Hhaah. Met Ratana and Andrea(idk what she was doing there). Went in, met charlene.

Played egg chicken wonderwoman. I cheated HEE HEE. I promoted myself from egg to wonderwoman. (:

Arranged ourselves according to our birthdays and thus, got split into 5 different groups.

I was in group 1 with facils Alex and Analeen (uhh.)

It was very quiet. I stuck with Clara and Eunice. hahah.

In the afternoon we played 3 station games, which helped to make things more lively. My group bonded alot through the station games, and I sorta made new friends. (:

While we were playing the third game, sole survivor, it rained. HAH. we took out all our handphone, shoes, shoe laces, rubber band, etc etc to form the longest line. then. when it rained, everything wet. (MY HANDPHONE MANN!)

wth. but it was super fun getting wet, plus walking barefoot from the basketball court to the void deck, plus putting back our shoelaces and all. hee hee.

After that was. (recalls... it has been more than a week alr haha)

oh! MOAT GAME!

How could i forget.

By far, its the most novel, most challenging yet most fun game i've played in awhile.

We took 1hr 20mins at this game. I think it thought us alot of teamwork, tolerance and persistance. :D I really enjoyed it.

We played it again during prefects camp btw. But this time, us being the facils. the mean crocodiles. :D hahah. Switching roles was interesting. But I think it was good cos anyway we facils alr mastered the skill so. HAHA. (: yay.

DAY TWO - 17TH NOVEMBER

Uhh. I'll just highlight that day 2 was uber fun because of the community waypoint challengs (cwc) aka. amazing race lah.

We went out of school to play. (:

it was a race between group 1 and 2. I was in group 1 with the prefects, service boards,clubs and UGs. I think thats all. sports and pa in grp 2.

Our first station was in Eunos. Some old folks home. we got there quite fast, and played charades. Learnt more about people with autism and not ostracizing them. (:

Our next station killed us.

It was at some ulu place at telok kurau which has idk how many lorongs then we walk walk from eunos to marine parade. (!!!) thats like. how far?!

hahah.

then played a card game. I was the old folk. (:

I think the aim of the game was very meaningful and its something I think about and understand. It has a parallel meaning to how lost the elderly are in our currently advanced world, and how they do not understand technology. As facil leovin said, even when we grow up, there's definitely gonna be more new technology. How would we feel when our children and grandchildren are unwilling to teach us?

We rushed over to our next station. And I really mean RUSHED. it was like sprinting in 2.4. hahahha. then facil Manfred took this super unglamm max photo of the front ppl running. (!!!) Damn unglam. We walked through the siglap park connector. Then our team had to make a decision on whether to go left or right.

At first we were quite sure that it was right. Marine drive blk 66. Then the facils purposely confuse us and say its left. then. It was quite hard, as the leaders werent sure. Then. I really felt at one point to just say. we'll split and half go left and half go right. We'll see who gets it correct in the end. But then again, that wasnt what teamwork was about. Its no use trying to prove your team members right. There's no point. What's important is to find a solution together.

In the end, we walked left abit then the facils said. Okay. its right. So we were right. -.-

Next. couldn't decide whether to take bus or walk. Seriously, we should have took the bus. but we walked. obviously, walked very far and in the end no time. So we just rushed back to school.

We reached there second. There were 2 teams. Haha.

But i think it was nice that the other team cheered us on as we reached the canteen. I was expecting them to just laugh at us about how loser we were haha.

Shared green tea and donuts. It was awesome. We sat down with the other team and shared our experiences! Uber cool.

Went back to the avt for more sharing. Home.

DAY THREE- 18TH NOVEMBER

Day three.

Presentation for project management.

Pretty draggy day, all presentations.

We went first. I think our project presentation was good. But as to whether we'll carry out that for pb cip? idk. haha. financial talks for old folks. Hmmm.

The day ended early actually.

We had a short talk with jasmine about pb camp. and other things such as her wedding. hahaha. (:

Overall, it was a good camp.

(im sorry this is so delayed. I took 2 weeks to write this haha! so wols.)

#TRACY``

2009-11-12T22:18:00.000-08:00

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.

So Love, gidarin neoran girl

True love, dagawa neon like this.

One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.

So Love, gidarin neoran girl

True love, dagawa neon like this.

One Love, neon naege neon naegero

-SS501, Love Like This

Heyy!

I finally got the chorus. the dance. yay i finally got it. :D

This shows my boredom at home alone. with the dear computer which has provided me with much entertainment so far. (:

Man, check out my convo with Andrea.

Whenever I talk to her surely got something damn lame one.

Today. The topic was about bimbos.

Maybe today I was just being a little bimbotic. hahaha.

TRACY says:
-.-
HAHAHAHAHAH
lol
aiyah idk what to say alr

/-\ says:
Hello(:

TRACY says:
Hello there!
whats your name?

/-\ says:
Tracy!
What's your name?

TRACY says:
OMGZXZXZX! ARE YOU LIKE. SERIOUS?! -bimbotic scream-
IM TRACY TOO!

/-\ says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
WHAT A SMALL WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!

TRACY says:
ITS SUCH AN AWESOME NAME!

/-\ says:
Im tracy tan!
(:
you?

TRACY says:
-BIMBOTIC SCREAMXZXZX-
HI FIVE SISTER!
-.-
hahha

/-\ says:
HAHAHAH

TRACY says:
my gosh. how come so bimbo
hahah

/-\ says:
HAHA.

TRACY says:
OHMYTIAN! I HAVE TO GO FOR MY MANICURE!
-.-
(!!!)

/-\ says:
huh
why

TRACY says:
huh why what.

/-\ says:
-.-

TRACY says:
im being bimbo today
haha

/-\ says:
why must go for manicute
*manicure?

TRACY says:
cos all bimbos go for manicures
hahah

/-\ says:
-.-

TRACY says:
what!
they're fun yknow!
hahah

/-\ says:
what exactly is a bimbo
HAH

TRACY says:
you should go one day
idk. bimbos are silly girlly girls who scream randomly
hahah

/-\ says:
HAHAHA
omggggggg

TRACY says:
like barbie dolls.
haha
except for the screaming part lah

/-\ says:
eew
haha no la

TRACY says:
i feel like posting this msn convo on my blog
ahah

/-\ says:
this one?
Heh heh
im fine with it (;

Lol. Aiyah. Boredom (:

Holidays are awesome.

Awesome for resting.

Awesome for facebooking.

Awesome for gaming.

Awesome for being random.

Awesome for day dreaming.

Awesome for stoning.

Awesome for waking up late.

Awesome for sleeping late.

Awesome for watching tv.

Awesome for slacking.

Awesome for letting my thoughts go wild.

Awesome for imagining stuff.

Awesome for getting art inspirations.

Awesome for appreciating my surroundings.

Awesome for procrastinating.

Awesome for wanting to go to school, ironically.

Awesome for missing friends.

Awesome for spending more time with family members.

Awesome for amath practice.

Awesome for creating little lists like this that dont make any sense.

~~Awesome for missing you.~~

Hee.

Yes. I think you figured that Im rotting.

#TRACY``

2009-11-10T22:56:00.000-08:00

"스쳐 지나가는

사람들 그 속에서

누구보다 먼저

찾고

싶었어올것만 같던 그눈동자

목소리가안아주고

싶은 마음만 들어그리워서

보고싶어 그댈 부르면

세상 어디든

그댄걸요다시 그댈 불러 봅니다나

이렇게

그대라서사

랑하는 그대라서지금

그댈 만나러 갑니다내게

눈물보다 깊은

사랑알려준

그대처음 얘기하던

길가에 가로등도여전히

이렇게 내맘을 비춰눈가에

스치는 모든게 그 모든게그대에게만

이어

주는 추억진심으로 좋아하게 됐다

말하면곤란해할까 두렵지만다시

그댈 불러 봅니다나 이렇게

그대라서사랑하는 그대라서지금

그댈 만나러 갑니다내게

눈물보다 깊은 사랑알려준

그대그대 하나로몇번이라고 해도다시 태어난대도

그대 사랑이면

된다고누구보다 사랑합니다내가슴에

내 맘속에살아있는 그대라서지금

그댈 만나러 갑니다이제 영원이란

약속까지 담아갑니다

그대 사랑해서 행복합니다"

Romanized:

seuchyeo jinaganeun saramdeul geu sogeseo

nuguboda meonjeo chatgosipeosseool

geotman gatdeon geu nundongja moksoriga

anajugo sipeun maeumman deureo

geuriwoseo bogosipeo geudael bureumyeon

sesang eodideun geudaen geollyo

dasi geudael bulleo bomnida

ireoke geudaeraseo

saranghaneun geudaeraseo

jigeum geudael mannareo gamnida

naege

nunmulboda gipeun sarang

allyeojun geudae

cheoeum yaegihadeon gilgae garodeungdo

yeojeonhi ireoke naemameul bichwo

nungae seuchineun modeunge geu modeunge

geudaeegeman ieojuneun chueok

jinsimeuro johahage dwaetda malhamyeon

gollanhaehalkka duryeopjiman

dasi geudael bulleo bomnida

na ireoke

geudaeraseo

saranghaneun geudaeraseo

jigeum geudael mannareo gamnida

naege nunmulboda gipeun sarang

allyeojun geudae

geudae hanarom

yeotbeonirago haedo

dasi taeeonandaedo

geudae sarangimyeon doendago

nuguboda saranghamnida

naegaseume nae mamsoge

sarainneun geudaeraseo

jigeum geudael mannareo gamnida

ije yeongwoniran yaksokkkaji

damagamnida

geudae saranghae

seo haengbokham nida

English Translation:

I'm Going to Meet You Now

Within the people I simply brush by

I wanted to find more than anyone

The eyes welled up with tears, that voice

I only want to hold you

If I miss you and call out to you my dear

Wherever I may be, it is for youI'm calling your name again

Because I'm like this

Because your are the one

I loveI'm going to see you again

A love deeper than my tears

The lamp on the street where we

First spoke shines a light on my heart

Evething that catches my eyes,everything

Are memories that remind me of you

If I tell you that Ive gotten too really like you

Will you feel unsettled?

I wonderI'm calling your name again

Because I'm like this

Because you are the one I love

I'm going to see you again

A love deeper than my tears

With only you

No matter how many things

Even if I'm reborn

Will you feel insettled?

I wonderI love you more than anyone

Inside my heart,Because you live in my heart

I'm going to meet you now

Bringing along the promise of forever

I'm so happy to be loving you

~I'm Going To Meet You Now, Kim Bum

That has got to be the awesomest song ever. (:

Haha.

Heyy.

Im currently youtubing like madd. Hhaa.

watching Irony by Wondergirls now.

This morning was dreadful. Okay shan't use that word;

This morning was unpleasant.

Amath. Siann.

Yesterday I went back to school to hand in my chem spa file.

Then after that, ate lunch with Ratana at Parkway.

Walked to the bus stop actually feeling very numb.

Then I saw Michael. Hah.

Until now. Idk I still have this feeling of uncertainty.

Idontwantyoutofallformybestfriendinstead.

Nevermind.

#TRACY``

2009-11-08T23:20:00.000-08:00

"Bang Bang Boom!"

-Tmax

Heyy.

Gosh I havent blogged in so long!

Cos im more active on fb haha.

I keep uploading photos.

Oh pls go and watch the video of Charlene wee! the kidnapping one.

Super cute. (:

Haha.

I dont feel like going for tuition now. :X Its going to rain somemore! D:

Haha. But i have no choice.

k Bye.

#TRACY``

2009-10-17T00:23:00.000-07:00

"'cause when you're fifteen

and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen

Feeling like there nothing to figure out

Well count to ten, take it in

This is life before who you're gonna be

Fifteen"

-Fifteen, Taylor Swift

heyy!

how obvious. Im 15 today! ((:

Really happy.

Haha. i opened my emails then there were like 70 emails saying: " _____ has wrote on your wall"

so i went to open my fb page.

-boomz- (hahah ew i dont like that word)

scare me.

stunned me.

pleased me. :D

Hahah. so i went to reply everything. (: Thankyou all, i really cant say enough.

Yesterday was a really great day! (:

16TH OCTOBER 2009

Early in the morning the exco kinda skipped the pet ownership (haha lol if you heard how vaish said it you would have heard something else. :D ) talk.

Then mdm lim asked vis where all the prefects were.

"eh! how come 3/7 have so little prefects?! where's clara? ..."

Paiseh! nevermind. we had exco meeting which was about the pops event. haa.

We went up for the music competition though(:

XUZHENN (: so proud of her. she came in second! (i tell you she's just damn pro.)

i took video, it'll be up on fb.

emmy got third. Another one, also damn pro. so uber cool. ((:

-digress. i think i have sunburn now-

after that was recess i think. birthdayyyy(:

I have to thank lynn my dear birthday ic :D for buying such an awesome cake. (:

I had fun. thankyou!

Oh but i didnt get my card. I think pass around until idk where alr HAHHAH. nevermind. (:

next was the mascot competition preparation! (:

HAHAHA WE WON FIRST YAYY. :D

nakamachi was a great model! she willingly wore the halter dress elisabeth and I made for her. HAHAHAHH. she looked damn awesome. (:

then we got onto the bus to marina barrage! it was super fun.

christine, being super high, started waving to random drivers, making ayushi and I laugh like mad.

Second time at the barrage, but i still thought it was super fun.

However the trail was abit primary school :/

the first challenge was how to make a pingpong ball sink and a plasticine ball float on water.

technically. it doesnt have to be a real full pingpong ball. it was just to cut it then put plasticine inside. hahaha. then the plasticine ball was a ping pong ball wrapped with the plasticine then it floated. hahaha.

but it was superrr fun. we smashed the ball. CORRECTION. TRACY LAM smashed the ball(:

HAHAH. then the guy was (!!!) hahah. wasted his ball.

EDIT.

[Time check" its 19th October, 11.40 am]

Haha. Okay continue with the marina barrage.

the second station was the map reading one.

omg the guy there was so. uhmmm. hhaha.

he kept singing stacey's mum, but he changed it to Tracy's mum. Cos he saw tracy lum's nametag. hahaha.

it was very. uhm. maluating haha.

Third. we went to the gallery. It was awesome, and is still awesome even though i've been in there twice. (: very nice for camwhoring (:

next. my favourite. KITE FLYING!

we first learnt about thrust, gravity and. uhh. i cant rmb. i was too estatic. hahaha.

it was aweeesome!

our kite went really really high. i felt so free, so happy. really i forgot all my problems and worries. (: its just an awesome feeling. :D

then we went down to the barrage, where i learnt what the barrage was actually used for haha.

the sky was really scenic. so we took alot of photos. despite the heat, it was really cool cos there was alot of wind. (:

We sat there and waited very long for the buses to come. meanwhile, both my camera and handphone died on me HAHA. we took class photo! (: yay.

the bus ride back was fun too. but i was talking to vis halfway, then she said i was alr going to sleep-.- hahaha. SLEEPING WHILE TALKING. I was really tired.

got back to school. Who knew, more was in store.

Haha. first. i took my present from Andrea and Jaslyn. (: hahaha.

the netballers were having training which wasnt really training. they were having treasure hunt (:

I know im not a netballer, but i played too. Eli played too!

help to find stuff. omg it was super funny.

they had to get a huge leaf, so they wanted to go out of school to cut one off. but they didnt have pinafore. so they uh. took eli's. then. hahahah. aiya it was very funny.

then the yellow wallet. we took one from the den. Technically it wasnt a wallet! it was the spongebob hand puppet. but then they put 5 cents inside then called it the wallet HAHAHHA. super funny.

when their coach was going through the stuff, i was practically laughing like mad. they got 15 out of 25 stuff. (: so cool. haha.

I went home. bathed, went for chinese class.

it was. uh. okay luh. nice chatting with des. (:

night. i was super tired. but i left my phone on to see who will sms me HAHAHAHHA. -ego-

17th OCTOBER 2009

i woke up, of course, went to my phone. hahah.

yes. some people stayed up to sms me.

but i have to thank andrea though. her sms came in at 3.50 am!

omg what was she doing-.-

morning. hmm. cake! (: Blackforest.

but actually in the morning it was quite boring. I typed the first part of this post. then went on fb. yeah i mentioned it alr.

lunch!

went out with daddy to Great World City. Kenny Rogers!

omg my macaroni with cheeseeee!

YAYYYY. it was awesome.

the cheese was so thick.

omg ~

okay but its very fattening. hahah.

lunch was good.

it was very fun. hahaha.

we played with food. HAHAH. (:

its the first time i saw that all 3 of us were happy.

Back home.

i basically wasted the whole afternoon away.

Hahah. some birthday uh i know! haha.

At night,

i went out for korean bbq dinner with mummy and jiejie.

OMG FUNNN(:

it was awesome! hahah.

the side dishes always excite me (:

it was really awesome! (: hahah fun fun. I like korean bbq. (:

Night. Hmm. i cant remember what i did.

OMG OKAY I KNOW I WATCHED BOF. hahahh

so awesome.

but its ending! D:

noo. It cant end.

AHH my darling kum bum! :X

jumps about. im gonna get withdrawl syndromes. ):

then Ratana Lau said she wanted to tell me a joke before i slept. Haha.

in the end. she smsed me happy birthday. Grand finale HAHA. But it was nice knowing that she remebered PPPFFFTT. hahahha(;

18TH OCTOBER 2009

I woke up with a jolt.

Mummy ask me go walk with her.

hahah. the walk was nice. really fast though.

went to the market, ate kuay chap.YAY its awesome.

came home, and wrote linhui's letter, and prepare for the night's party.

went out for class.

no he didnt come.

ahah. teacher emen sent sabrina and i down to buy a cake. (paiseh)

then we saw aleeza and nat who just came up. then they went down all over again. HAHAH.

Bought a blackforest cake.

we spent ages choosing it lor!

and then sabrina was so called ignoring me. cos of last week. then she gang up with aleeza to all ignore meeee. :/

Haha. very funny.

Did our box, i finished mine. yay.(:

The cake. Hhaa. we cut it when Marissa's mum and her friend (i still dk how to address her.) came in. (:

teacher emen offed all the lights and lit all the candles and carried it infront of me.

OMG PAISEH MAX.

but it was awesome.

Sabrina keep teasing me on my wish uhhh! D:

hahah.

lights on.

sabrina wanted to play so she lit all the candles again,

then i blew again,

then she lit again,

then i blew again,

then once more.

hahahha. super funny.

the cake was good. not alot of cream haha.

but then there were not enough forks.

so me, sabrina and aleeza shared.

bite one mouth then pass. the last person wash.

okay. obviously, i wash lor.

-.-

nevermind haha.

But it was great! (:

then we camwhored.

FIRST TIME UH i get sabrina to willingly take a photo with me

and the photo was very nice heheh. its on fb. (;

Aleeza too. we put the frame. manual framing haha.

after class, i went down to T3.

But we took half an hour to get out of the car park cos there was an accident outside, then the whole thing jam.

i was so tired that i slept throughout the whole thing. then we got to T3 i was like. where are we? -groggy face-

then. hahaha. we met jiejie and ate lunch.

collected the cake, niceee(:

went home. grabbed my camera, went back into the car again!

haha. so rush. no time to bathe walao.

hahaha.

drove over to the function room.

it sounds so lazy! but no lah we had alot of things to carry.

the function room air con is. strong. hahaha.

got ready.

halfway, my techno music (HAHAHAH) rang, so i went to pick lishan and nicole up.

then we chatted, and went to buy water guns. hahah!

idk minimart sold the waterguns uh! one for 50 cents. and the machinism is great.

haha so we bought 4. and started shooting ppl.

funfun(:

Then ratana, xuzhen, sicen and zhengyao came.

all kena shot by the water. (:

hahahha.

back to function room. camwhored! (:

linhui came.

camwhored even more!

played some cds, camwhored!(;

then we ate.

eating was fun. alot of food fell here and there.

ratana's agar agar! omgggg sickk.

it fell on me while she was quarreling with xuzhen. then she still ate it omg. hahahah.

went to get sam and weiling! hahahah. so nice to see sam after so long! (:

she still looks the same though. still looks like a snowmuncher. :D

heehee.

After eating, we chatted for awhile then played games.

Tikam tikam was fun. I won 2 prizes (: but did one forfeit cos of linhui >.<

Hhahaha.

i think weiling dancing to sorry sorry was superrr funny! (; hahahhahaha.

then uncle kelvin did 15 push ups for shaun. OMG paisehhhh! hahhahaha.

super fun.

Then we played mary go round. hahaha. xu zhen won! omgg.

then we played break the code.

xu zhen won! omggg! HAHAHHA.

she like. bao ga liao everything. (: hahahha.

then we went outside to play water gun.

but kena scolded by the security guard. hahaha.

nevermind. we had fun, we got wet and all.

hahah.

then we played truth or dare.

omg the whole convo was about. relationships. HAHAH.

it was interesting! (:

-wriggles eyebrows-

Cake cutting!

omg we sang happy birthday in english, chinese, korean,and cantonese. (:

Hahha uber cool.

then samantha said cant cut the cake the whole way down otherwise your wish wont come true. so i cut halfway! HAHAHHAHA. (:

pray hard hard that my wish will come true. :D

[i blew out candles on 4 cakes, and all 4 cakes had the same 2 wishes. :D ]

Haha. uhh. then some went home and all.

I sent linhui to the 45 bus stop.

omg so dark scary uhh. hahahaha. but nevermind.

then kept up.

back home,

kept up even more.

opened all my presents. :D

omg happy. hahah.

half of the stuff were green, made me even happier hahah!

then i smsed everyone to say a thankyou, bathed, then slept at 12. omg tired haha.

THANKYOUS(:

I have to thank alot of people. Sounds like as if i just won some VMA. (:

Thankyou Mummy first. (:

Thankyou for giving birth to me, and raising me for 15 years.

Thankyou for planning such an awesome party! Just. Thankyou for loving me. (:

Thankyou Jiejie. (:

For. helping out.

Thankyou Aunty. (:

for working hard too, and having fun as well. And for walking with me to find the bin center. (:

Thankyou Ema. (:

Thankyou Uncle Sum and jiejie Grace (:

For bringing food, and for my CD, and for helping out so much!

Thankyou Big E. (:

Thankyou Uncle Kelvin, Mel, Sam and Shaun. (:

For bringing food, awesomee food, and for coming and having fun!

Thankyou Lao Yee.(:

For coming. and for my ang pao. heehee.(:

Thankyou Friends (:

(in no order)

Linhui! (:

for coming, and for the pinkk pencil case, and the lovely card! all the memories uhh.

Lishan! (:

for the file and the book! and for coming and being very very funny. techno music. (; hahah.

Nicole! (:

for teaching me saengil chukka hamnida~ hahahah. and also, for the file and the book. (:

Weiling! (:

WANWEILING! (: for getting me the awesomesttttt kim bum poster! omgg! (: i really really love it. and shineee(: omgg. hahah! and the cup which has replaced my current cup. :D thankyou so much for coming! and being hot yesterday. HAHAHAH. okay no shant make you shy.

Samantha! (:

For coming and being so enjoyable! And for sharing your experiences about TJ. Thanks for the hugee mug which is really cute. heehee. shoot shack mary uh! Omgg. hahaha.

Ratana! (:

For coming so uber cooly with your shades. haha. and for the awesome card that made me want to cry uh! apparently i didnt listen to music when i read it cos my cd player very naughty. hahah. but its really sweet! oh but. HOW DID YOU GET THAT SUPER UNGLAM PIC OF ME! D:

Xu Zhen! (:

Hhaha for being super funny. and winning everything uhh! (: biggest winner of the night! :D And for performing sorry sorry with sicen! it was so cute. :D

Si Cen! (:

Thankyou CEN! (: for dancing and singing for me too! And for being very cute. hahah. thankyou for the pink rabbit! :D

Zhengyao! (:

My brother! (: Thankyou for seranading to me! asking me to close my eyes and not laugh. im so sorry i laughed even more, but it was really sweet. (:

Andrea! (:

HEY Sotong! thankyou for staying up to wish me and all. and thankyou so much for wasabi! (: he's my new buddy whom i can cuddle when im feeling sad. (: thankyou for knowing me. thankyou for understanding me. Thankyou for comforting me. just. thankyou for everything lah. you know im grateful! (:

Elizabeth! (:

Young! thankyou for staying up to wish me as well. thankyou for wishing me multiple no. of times. Thankyou for sharing your feelings with me about alot of things. we're very similar in alot of situations. hahah. (:

Jaslyn (chan) ! (:

Thankyou for wasabi too! (: hahah. and the very cute bread keychain which looks like bread and smells like bread too. makes me hungry. :D hahahha.

Kahmin! (:

For the awesome photo frame with a jigsaw picture! omggg! so nice. (: i really like that photo. (; thankyou jie! (:

Charlene! (:

Hey! thankyou for stalking me! hahah no im kidding. thanks for the necklace! (:

Yi Jie! (:

Hhaha! thankyou for the file! Just nice, i needed one. Hhaha! thankyou! (:

thankyou for your smses:

Ratana, linhui, lishan, nicole, weiling, andrea, elizabeth, jaslyn, isabel, mao xin(twice haha.), vismitha, joanne, shira, desiree, clara, cherlyn gay, yiai, sutong, daddy, elysia, valerie,tracy lam, jolene, kahmin, ee lyn, sicen.

thankyou for the fb messages:

marissa, leon, nurul, nurul, edina, andrea, eli, elysia, ai hua jiejie, yue yun jiejie, rachel jiejie, jiejie grace, filzah, nicole, sarah, rachel, adeline, kelvina, weiling, megan, mr sng, desiree, kim lee, cheryl, alvin, trang, elaine teoh, kare rou, cherlyn, anusha, emmanuelle, samantha, renuga, tat huey, christina, wuan ting, sinan, ayushi, claudia, brenda, olivia, marianne, carissa, evelyn jiejie, vanisha, yiai, michelle, mel tay, charlene, rinie, and huiping! -poof.-

Hahah idk.

I just feel very blessed now. (;

#TRACY``

2009-10-15T05:08:00.000-07:00

"Show me your ice, and give you my love."

-SS501, Snow Prince

Haha. Thats the only song that can cheer me up at the moment.

I think I grew up yesterday.

I know it sounds funny. It wasnt even my birthday yet and I wasnt any older, but.

I grew up yesterday. (:

I dont want to talk about it here.

But actually it was quite obvious what happened last night. But then only Weiling noticed haha.

swollen uh.

today was a great day.

I enjoyed school.

The interclass netball. Heheh. 3rd! (:

3 cheers for our netball captain. Ratana the Banana. hahha.

then zhuyun's specs broke on court.

then she dont care. just run without specs!

then lu shuang was like

"ZHU YUN HOW SHUAIII O! MEI DAI YAN JING GEN SHUAIIII! ~"

Which was super cute.

The whole day was pretty much slacking.

And thinking.

Idk. Growing up is tough. ):

Haha. But im in for the ride. :D

Facebook is irritating. Its got me so agitated.

haha

#TRACY``

2009-10-13T00:51:00.000-07:00

"This is more than the present...Double S...1, 2, 3 Let's go!

눈빛에(디비디비디비디딥)

날 스치는강한 느낌(디비디비디비디딥)

시간이 멈춘 듯한 기분 그 향기(디비디비디비디딥)

그 몸짓(디비디비디비디딥)더 가까이(디비디비디비디딥)

낯선 널 붙잡고 싶어 모든게 그댈

향해 설명할 수 없는 기억Somebody there(디비디비디비디딥)

꿈꾸듯 그대 누군지 몰라 놓칠 순 없어

YOU TOUCHED ME BABE (디비디비디비디딥)

(I'll never stop)I know who you are...(I got you in my heart...!)

*미친 듯 뛰는 가슴 운명처럼이루지 못했던 아픈 사랑처럼어디에선가 본 듯한 너의 두 눈에 비친 내 모습터질 듯한 가슴 운명처럼알 수 없는 끌림 널 놓치지 않아 오직 너만을 원하는 나의 두 눈에 비친 네 모습*(It's all right...!)

Yo (yeye, yeah) It's Double S...501!

Listen up! Everybody listen... Let's Go!

Let's... C'mon!거짓말처럼

Breaking the scene 저 깨진 퍼즐처럼

It's gonna be something sparkin'

(디비디비디비디딥 디비디비디비디딥)

거짓말처럼 Breaking the scene, Oh yeah)

저 깨진 퍼즐처럼 ...Repeat!거짓말처럼

Breaking the scene(디비디비디비디딥)

It's gonna be something spark KEOT!

DEO.BUL.E.SEU. ... Let's Go!(Cut! Double S... Let's Go!)

눈부신(디비디비디비디딥)

불꽃처럼(디비디비디비디딥)

강한 전율(디비디비디비디딥)

시간이 멈춘 듯한 기분 네 손길(디비디비디비디딥)

너의 미소(디비디비디비디딥)

거친 흥분(디비디비디비디딥)

낯선 널 붙잡고 싶어 다시는 오지 않을 순간 후횔 할 순 없어 S

omebody there(디비디비디비디딥)

그대 혹시라도 망설이고 있다면 내게 You touched me Babe(디비디비디비디딥)

I got you in my heart

*미친 듯 뛰는 가슴 운명처럼 이루지 못했던 아픈 사랑처럼(Baby one more time!)

어디에선가 본 듯한 너의 두 눈에 비친 내 모습 터질 듯한 가슴 운명처럼알 수 없는 끌림 널 놓치지 않아오직 너만을 원하는 나의 두 눈에 비친 네 모습터질 듯 한 가슴 운명처럼

(All right all right all right, yeah...)알 수 없는 끌림 널 놓치지 않아(In my eyes)

오직 너만을 원하는 절대 멈추지 않을 데자뷰디비디비디비디딥 디비디비디비디딥 디비디비디비디딥

Double S...!"

-Deja Vu, SS501.

Omg i love it when they do the Double S. (:

Heyhey!

IM FREE IM FREE -screams.-
Its really a hugee burden off my back.
I really literally feel very FREE. (:

Alot of things have happened. Of course, I havent blogged properly for ages. Haha.

Okay. Start with 2 weeks ago. What was I doing?

Celebrating Queenie's birthday!(:
Cakee. Omg i realised i've been eating alot. Shit. Must go and run alr.
hahahaha.

I dont think i can remember alr.

English papers were okay.
My compo was about motivation.
Its about Mummy. (:
But if the marker doesnt feel touched whilst reading it. then.
idk. I was touched! (omg how ego, touched by my own compo)
Felt like crying. Haha. Cos its really from my heart.

Chinese paper.
As usual, its always okay. but in the end i wont get an A HAHA.

SS Paper.
Oh. uh. I screwed my SBQs. then. my SEQ was like. half screwed. So overall,
Pretty much, Screwed?

Geography.
Hope this pulls up my SS?
Or maybe it'll drag it down. Haha.
I ruined my meander question.

Biology.
I had fun doing it. (:
Maybe cos of interest in the subject haha.
But the pig question. UGHH. hard.

Chemistry.
Aiyah. die lah.
Even though I studied, filled in every answer and tried my best not to leave blanks, the marker would never know even if i tried my best. Wrong answers will be wrong, and I think my chem has alot of those. :/

Amath.
Im just really scared i cant get my A.
The pressure during the paper was tremendous for me.
I just. Didnt/dont want to be the only one who didnt get an A.
Since everyone else is much more capable in getting it.
pffft.

Physics.
It was today.
My mind was floating alot. Maybe cos I alr lost focus. Haha.
But i think i didnt do that well. Idk.

Emath.
Oh i didnt bring compass. (okay this is funny. actually its just retarded lah)
Then at 11.06 i ran down to buy compass.
(paper starts at 11.15)
Haha. Then during the paper i was breathing madly. haha.
then. in the end,
no need compass.
-.-

WTH right.

nevermind. Haha.

Okay. Hmm.
Oh last sunday was eventful!

Morning. Hmmm. Of course, chionged my chem.
Then went for art class.
Omg i felt so happy after that cos i really, finally, got a rest from that hectic weekend.
Aleeza didnt come. So left me and Sabrina to make noise.
And Michael came back. So that left 3 of us making noise.
Actually it was quite fun. (:
teasing. haha. Sabrina and Harry! OMG. Sister in law. Haha!

Then afternoon was my last amath tuition for a long long time, haha.
Karen was nice, she encouraged me. For once, SHE NEVER NAG AT ME HAHHA.

At night. All dressed up, to go to Linda jiejie's wedding! (:
All my photos on fb alr.
I still cant believe i did that.
Like. go, and appear in school to sit for my 2 worst subjects. Haha!
Nevermind. I have no regrets. :D
(of course lah. got abalone mah.)

This week. so far, it has been fun counting down till my birthday. :D
-its 4 days to my birthday-

:D

Hahaha.
I think the convo with the juniors now is mad.
esp the the sotong. HAHAHHAHA. cant stand it.

twins. Hmm. (:

#TRACY``
(im free!)

2009-09-24T23:49:00.000-07:00

Heyyyy(:

Finally for one day, I shall let go.

From tomorrow onwards I will not log in to MSN nor Facebook nor blogger.

From tomorrow onwards I will use the computer once a week to check email only.

From tomorrow onwards I will resists temptation to type Http://thelittlepea.blogspot.com on the url bar.

From tomorrow onwards I will mug like mad.

From tomorrow onwards I will not think about interact or pb. -eh. cannot leh. pb I have to settle some things first. okay. From tuesday onwards, I will not think about pb.-

This week, only 4 days. But it has been an activity packed 4 days!(:

"With power comes great responsibility" I finally learnt what that meant after this week!

I really thought that snl comm chair was an easy job until it comes to bonding and cip during the holidays. But. Haha. I realised that all 4 commchairs have to work closely together to do alot of stuff too. I mean, Its nice having the other 3 commchairs as my close close close friends. Makes doing work and attending meetings awesomer(:

[taking about commchairs, I realised I left my baby L in the den. X/ Mel will kill me. haha.]

Anywayyyy.

I had my fun this afternoon. Shall go study now.

Bye(:

I'll see you on 13th October. Thats my last day of horror! (:

Hahahah.

#TRACY``

2009-09-13T07:32:00.000-07:00

"How many times can I break 'til I shatter?"

Heyy. (:

School's starting again tmr.

I have mixed feelings. I obviously don't look forward to returning to the ever-hectic 6-meetings-a-day kind of life, rushing here and there panicking about everything.
But. I have no choice. Haha.

I don't mind going to school cos its also the last term in school. Very soon I'll be in sec 4. (PANICKS) yeah. But I might as well enjoy the ride. (:

The other day mummy said that TKGS really helped me become a leader. [then she added, for jiejie maybe not so much lah, (hahahhaha!)] Then she mentioned that she was happy because TKGS fufiled the vision of "Every TKGian is a Leader." Idk how I felt after that. I think I felt a 100kg block of stress hit my head.

I really need to relax man. But whenever I relax I feel that I shouldn't be relaxing -.-

Today's art class was fun. (:
Sabrina can really make me burst okay. Laugh like mad, haha.
Today she made me whine alot. Cos she purposely go and sit on my chair. Then I whine. Then she laugh. Then we all laugh. Haa.
She went to draw Teacher Emen's baby picture. Haha. Omg so funny.
Oh then weixiang said "oh my phone (camera) is quite sharp."
Then sabrina muttered "yeah touch very pain."
-5 seconds later-
Me: HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
okay i know its very lame. But it just made me feel so happy, so relaxed. (:

After Art was lunch with daddy.
Nice.
Didnt see him. Hmmm.
This Sunday was a Sunday just as tiring and routine as any other.
And on every Sunday, at this time, I'll feel oh-so-much anticipation for school. :/

#TRACY``

2009-09-06T04:44:00.001-07:00

"As we go BOOM dynamite,

As we go BOOM dynamite,

As we go TI-TI-TI-TI-TI-TI-TI-TI-TI,

BOOM DYNAMITE!"

Hahah heyyyy!

just back from ILTC 2009. omg it was really BOOM DYNAMITE(: Hahah.

-i like that cheer. Shall suggest to use it for sec 1 orientation next year heeee.-

Im quite sad that it kinda ended super fast.

DAY ONE.

woke up at 6.30 am when i slept at 11 plus plus plus the night before. like zombie. haah.

picked charlene up.

drove to CCK MRT.

walked around.

saw kare rou and her mum.

then waited.

and waited.

Then met Elaine, Interactor from NJ that was kinda alone. hahaa.

then waited even more! like no one turn up. then lixin turned up.

then tiantian called...

"uhh sorry ah. CHUA CHU KANG isit! we went YIO CHU KANG lehh!"

its about like. 25 mins away, then the shuttle would depart in 7 mins. obviously cant make it. haha.

So me and charlene went up the bus first. Objective was to mingle first.

It didnt really work, aha. everyone was sticking in their own -all arrived on time- big groups.

then very shy. ..

hahah. but then i saw philene! kcpian. so happy okay. isnt it so cool. we're like same pri school, went that same place for camp in p5, then both interactors, and both in exco. I think its awesome(:

We talked to the RV ppl. Cos actually TK and RV quite close. haha. ~~"Tan Katong...~~

Haha okayyy. Made new friends, which is awesome.

we were halfway through a friendship dance when the other 5 appeared on the 2nd shuttle. Okay nvm, grand opening for tk's president HAHAH. come in last. -.-

then dance halfway then they intercepted. so then we stopped.

went into the canteen.

formed 3 groups. 7 of us decided to split, to make more new friends. (:

me and weewee went to SO HOT. hahah we suggested the name, thinking of Jaslyn. (ahem)

but so hot's a really awesome name! everybody keep making fun. hahah.

Then there was an interact quiz.

some questions were like. (!!!) very hard. hahaha. Who would know!! hahahah. the damn cheem ones we anyhow put. then the scores were:

Agus: 37 (!!!)

Knucklehead: 19.5

So Hot: 11. (=.=")

HAHHAHA. 11 leh. hahah so super low.

We went for some training sessions. split up into positions eg. presidents, secretary, treasurer etc.

so presidents go for PETS training (president elec training session)

then secretaries go for SETS. (OMG SOUNDS SUPER WRONG OKAYYY. )

everyone was like. oh im going for SETS ed. think sick for 5 seconds and you'll get it.

Hahahah. nevermind.

It was quite okay, getting to know all the other secretaries from diff schools. see what they do. And we all have 1 thing in common.

MINUTES. (;

hahhaah. and we all agree that secretaries do the presidents' sai gang. Hahah. Anyway..

we had to research on the jobscope of a secretary. hehh. then alot of things no need to do eg. type proposals, WE DO. then the need to do one all never do HAHA. It helped me know my jobscope better lah. so next time tian tian ask me type proposal i can say NO. :D

MYAHAHHAHA.

Lunch! First meal there, so. I think it wasnt that bad. But then alr felt damn fat cos everything (most lah) was DEEP FRIED. fatfatfat.

then 2nd training session, we all went to the financial one, but none of us were treasurers. so we just go there and extra. hahaha. but it was cool cos we shared a few of our comm serv projects! omg then there were alot of similar projects. RV sells ice cream too! (: HAHAHA.

after that, we went for the rope course!

I was looking super forward to the flying fox thing!

they did the vertical pole, but yi jie and i didnt do. so we wanted to do flying fox.

But by the time it got to our turn, cannot alr. -.-

wasteddd! I DIDNT DO ANYTHING LEH. sad. wanted to just climb something or what.

went to bathe. before anyone else.

FROM THIS I CONCLUDE THAT TKGIANS ARE SUPER KIASU. DONT CARE ANYONE ELSE JUST RUSH FOR TOILET FIRST. (;

Hahhah.

the toilet uh. uhhhh. the water coming out is SERIOUSLY LESS than the water that comes out of a water cooler. im serious. -might as well bathe in the water cooler-

so then press and press and press and try to get as much water as possible. haha.

next was planning of campfire performance!

we had to do 1 cheer, 1 song and 1 skit. (or else wash toilet)

haha.

our cheers:

"they call me agus, they call me agus, thats not my name! thats not my name!

they call me knucklehead,they call me knucklehead,thats not my name! thats not my name!

they call me SO HOT,they call me SO HOT, that is my name! that is my name!"

" O.M.G. SO HOT suck my energy! -sucks air away from the campfire-

O.M.G. SO HOT suck my energy! -sucks air away from the campfire-

SUCK AHHHHH!"

"So so so so so so so so so so hot let's go! -waves arm in air-

So so so so so so so so so so hot let's go! -claps-

So so so so so so so so so so hot let's go! -claps and stomps foot-

[girls] SO HOT~ (in a very girly voice) -flaps hand-

[guys] -stomp and point at us- SO HOT!"

Hahhaha. I love the 3rd one. esp the last part, good finishing!

for our skit, we combined it with the song.

it was quite koreanised. we did nobody parody! :

" I am so hot so hot how about you?

I am so hot so hot how about you?"

hahha.(THIS IS THE 3RD NOBODY PARODY I'VE LEARNT HAHA.)

then we did sorry sorry too. (HAHHA weiling you must be estatic)

but it went sorry sorry no beef noodles. -.-

Hahha. I loved our performance. Other groups' were great too! i just re-watched all 3 videos. i think all are awesome.

We learnt alot of new cheers during the campfire.

then. we had the friendship dance! MY FAVOURITE PART OF THE WHOLE THING. hahah. we danced with 50 ppl. :D yelling like mad until no voice. haha.

we had performances by race too! chinese sang tong hua! hahaha. as usual. and lian ai ing! and some other song which i dunno. hahah.

oh!

then! kare rou, mimi and yijie did TK proud.

they went up and danced GEE. HAHAHA. it was super super nice.

then they still so paiseh.

After that, one RI guy came out to kare rou, saying that he's karerou's fan now. i quote:

"omg! how did you do that! you're so cool!!!! omg! you can dance for ri! omg! any other songs you know! "

-me, lixin and mimi went ALOTTTTT-

-kare rou shy.-

then he asks her for her number.

HAHAHHAHA

omg we were laughing like mad. then we're gonna start kare rou fan club alr! hahah. currently got 2 members. :D

after the campfire we went back to our dorms.

slept at 12.15am.

omg it was such a long day. and charlene wee could still sleep at 1 talking on the phone can. -.-

DAY TWO.

woke up at 6.30. okay bluff who. 6.45 lah. hahahha.

it was raining SUPER HEAVILY.

the thunder, lightning, rain. damn scary.

i slept well. i love sleeping on the floor. hahaha.

but when i woke up, first thing i did was flex my right calf muscle. then. cramp. i was like screaming silently! and i still half awake only can. jolted me like mad. then after that i sat up. then i wanted to lie down again, then i smashed my head on the wall.

omg. 2 accidents in 5 minutes.

lucky no concussion. hahahha.

fast forward to breakfast.

TK served again! yay. (we served dinner too)

idk why lah we like to find work to do otherwise feel very slack.

it was nasi lemak. not bad. (:

kare rou went to dip her egg in hot water cos it was too oily.

uh. okayy.

first up was 16 tips for good managment idk what.

nvm. I just learnt that always have a plan B! and 15 other rules, but its not in my mind right now.

then we learnt smt else which is also not in my memory right now.

I felt very very dizzy the whole morning. fatigue and low blood sugar maybe.

i felt better after drinking milo. haahha.

then we started planning for our big project!

but of course dont need to carry out.

I think it was awesome to plan projects with other clubs' leaders cos then I can really learn alot from the JC ppl. hahah. they're very professional in their planning! like, really go into detail and seek out everything we need. and they also know how to get ppl's attention and participation. which i find is quite important. so. OMG I LEARNT SO MUCH. (:

then i suggested making a powerpoint to present. so josie went to get her laptops (once again, omg COOL!) haha. then they made such a professional ppt. (OMG COOL)

it really looked awesome. so happy!

we went to dorm 5A to do. It was quite cool, the whole So Hot on the 2nd floor. wonder why never collapse. somemore making alot of noise. haha.

then. lunch. chicken rice. once again, FRIED! omg. fats! D:

then it was clearing up. tkg helped to move tables and clean tables, yay! love doing housework ahhahaha.

then we went back to our dorms to get our bags.

we had 1 more ppt i think. i mixed up the ppts and talks alr lah! anyhow! hahaha.

we presented our projects.

everyone's presentations were impressive, planning out a whole project in a such a short time. I didnt know that with so many brains, we dont actually have to take like. 2 weeks to draft up a detailed proposal! we took like 1 hr only. so. i guess tkgic can improve on efficiency! :D

i loved our presentation.

i learnt/recalled what i have learnt before about presenting too.

eg. clearing the stage! which was what cai jia, leon, geraldine and ming ee did for the presentation. (:

we won. ((: 5o points, making us from super losers to super HOT winners! (: oh happy.

we screamed like mad. really. my blood rush mad alr.

then we got notebooks.

Dr Yap went to talk.

uh.

okay.

official closing. sad.

we took group photo! yay.

then followed by alot alot more photos.

hahah. and exchanging of contacts. flying fingers man, press like mad. hahhaha.

before we left, we did a TK Cheer. Memorable for me cos like. go all the way there, should at least leave our memory/echo/sound/impact there. :D

then vj decided to challenge us with their cheer. HAH.

left on the 2nd shuttle.

shimin came to see us! hahah! so cool.

met mummy

sent wee to tanah merah

bathe

eat

blog

so here i am. (:

What I have learnt:

Definitely more skills to aid me and tkgic in planning projects. eg. defining the beneficiary, knowing the real needs of the beneficiary, not being a responsible giver who just anyhow gives without us knowing where and how the money is used. (:

I have also learnt who to turn to for money. ROTARIANS! hahahha.

Other than the specifics, I've found more and authentic joy in serving and volunteering! I enjoyed helping out with cleaning etc. hahaha. wierd but true.

Friends also provide a great deal of support to each other, i learnt. Otherwise tiantian would have took 5hrs instead of 5 mins to jump haha! Also, I enjoyed having ppl's support when I gave suggestions. OH PLUS. i learnt that listening to ppl is also very important. It makes the person feel her worth. cos someone truly listened to me. I think that was awesome. I never realised that it made such an impact.

Oh,other than learning things, I also got inspiration! for alot of things.

first was to collaborate with other ics to plan projects. Vj has agreed to our invitation! but they have promos and we have fyes. :/ we'll try somehow. :X but its great that we can use ILTC as a platform to build better relationships and forge friendships and lias with others. yay.

Okay.

In So Hot, thankyou:

Jacklyn, Shermain, Isabella, Oonhim, Valerie, Cai Jia, Charlene, Ming Ee, Jasmine, Vanessa, Kenneth, Veronica, Amanda, Geraldine, Josie, Leon, Jeremy, Philene, Qian yun, Lina, Jack, Evan, Chris, Yuan Zheng, Wilson, Keith.

Yes, We're SO HOT!

#TRACY``

2009-08-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

"종현] 쏟아 질듯 한 달빛 역시 어두워
[온유] 터질 듯 타는 횃불 너도 마찬가지
[Key] 그녀에게 빛이 나는 법을 배워야 해
[종현] 그녈 보면 눈이 멀어버릴 꺼야

[태민/민호] 제발 기회를 줘요 날 보는 눈 마치 널 안고 싶어서
[종현] 안달 난 내게 장난치는 여우같아

[All] Juliette! 영혼을 바칠께요
Juliette! 제발 날 받아 줘요
Juliette! 달콤히 좀 더 달콤하게
속삭여 나의 세레나데

[민호] 달콤한 중독 활.활.불타오르는 유혹
Lip, 쓴 독이라도 I’m Romeo 그댈 지키는 기사도
유리병에 갇힌 사랑은 빨간 신호

[온유] 그댄 이미 온 세상의 중심 나만의 초점
[Key] 하루 종일 장난치듯 날 밀고 당기고 무너져도
[태민] 또 내 온몸을 감싼 그대 향기를 좇아
[종현] 멈출 수 없으니 내 심장, 숨결도 모두 다 가져요

[태민/민호] 제발 맘을 열어요 날 대하는 몸짓 또 스쳐 지나도
[종현] 떨리는 가슴 금방이라도 터지겠어

[All] Juliette! 영혼을 바칠께요
Juliette! 제발 날 받아 줘요
Juliette! 달콤히 좀 더 달콤하게
속삭여 나의 세레나데

[태민] 아무 말도 안 해도 이미 모두 알고 있는 걸
[온유] 그대 두 눈이 간절히 나를 원한다 했잖아요
[Key] 이젠 벗어날 수 없어 널 쫒는 습관조차
[종현] 참을 수 없는 중독처럼 퍼진 걸
Yeah Baby, Juliette~!

[All] Juliette! 영혼을 바칠께요
Juliette! 제발 날 받아 줘요
Juliette! 달콤히 좀 더 달콤하게
속삭여 나의 세레나데

[All] Juliette! 영혼을 바칠께요
Juliette! 제발 날 받아 줘요
Juliette! 달콤히 좀 더 달콤하게
속삭여 나의 세레나데

([Key] 내 사랑은 정열의 태양 오직 그대만 그대만
[민호] 다시 태어나도 한사람 내 맘은 찬란하게 빛나
[종현] 내 맘은 찬란하게 빛나 [태민] 내 맘은 찬란하게 빛나)
[종현] SHI, SHI, SHI, SHI, SHINee)

Da Da Da Da Da Da Da (X4) 사랑의 세레나데
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da (X4) 사랑의 세레나데"
-SHINee(:

Aiyoh. Blogger what happened to you again! D:
Spoil my blogging experience. :X

Haha.

Anyway.
I conclude that 28th August wasn't a good day.(Haha sorry Alicia its your birthday) BUT. I learnt alot of things today. Not in terms of academics. In terms of relationships. (:

Mr Seah told us a story today.

Once, there was a man who needed to climb a mountain. (sounds funny.) As he left the house, his family members told him; "On your way, if you see any beasts, dont be scared. Dont panic, Just climb up the tree and the beast wont hurt you." So the man set off on his journey feeling scared and anxious.

As he was walking, he did not see any beasts. The anxiety in his heart started to decrease.

Suddenly, he saw a tiger. Of course, he panicked and climbed up the tree. The tiger circled the tree, with its eyes fixed on his soon-to-be lunch(: It roared. The man, still panicking, started to lose his grip of the tree trunk. He slid, and fell onto the back of the tiger. Both the man and the tiger were shocked, and the tiger started to run with the man on its back.

A passer by saw the scene, and from afar, he admired the man as he has much courage to get on the back of a tiger. However, to the man on the back of the tiger, he was panicking like mad. The passer by wanted so much to be as brave as that man. He stood there, and admired. ...

The moral of the story is. Comparing yourself to someone who seems to have more abilities than you will always make you feel more demoralised and inferior. And, that (i quote from Joy) "The most 'glam' job is always the most tiring." Comparing to someone whom you obviously cannot be will always lower your self esteem. For me, that happened alot, and it still happens alot. Of course now, i shall stop comparing myself to others. Not to become ego and think im awesome, haha, but because it is endless. Nobody is perfect. Even if I gain more abilities and be like the person that I admire, will I be happy? Look at the man on the tiger. He is not happy nor proud of his achievement, in fact, in his heart, he isnt at all. So why should I compare? I wont end up anywhere, nor will I end up any happier than I am now. So, I shall believe in myself and my abilities. :D

That was the only story out of 3 stories that i connected to. I love stories during legacy. It may be boring to some but i extremely look forward to the stories haha. Its the only time i guai guai kept my other stuff and listened to him for the full 50 mins. :D -smiles brightly!-

Haha okay. finish preaching alr. (:

I shall be more optimistic.

#TRACY``

2009-08-23T07:13:00.000-07:00

"Happy birthday my friend

Here's to all the years we've shared together

All the fun we've had

You're such a blessing

Such a joy in my life

May the good Lord bless you

And may all your dreams come true."

-Corrinne May; Happy Birthday.

Heyy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLEE! (:

You're so old, but you're still young. :D Somehow, that makes sense.

I'll hijack you tmr morning, dont hide. (:

Haha.

I havent blogged in so long that i didnt realise that blogger is back to normal, yipee. (:

I think friday is a day worth blogging about.

juniors gave seniors presents.

Totally unexpected but. very sweet. (:

i liked the stars.

and the notes.

gosh. felt so happy and heartened.

But that was then.

i just stumbled on smt.

idk what its really about.

of course, I hope its not.

makes me really feel that you're nothing but a two-faced person.

Its ripping my heart and throwing me into a fluster in my head.

Dont talk to me now I dont want to talk to you.

I feel like acting normal infront of you. but that would make me like you.

Whatever it is,

I just pray that this is all not true, not happening and that everything is okay.

Im sorry i dampened this whole post alot. Just nice blogger is open and i can pour out whatever i just felt.

Pictures, I dont know if you still want to see or not.

#TRACY``

Sorry and thanks.

2009-08-16T06:14:00.000-07:00

"You want somebody,

Just anybody,

so lay their hands on your shoulder tonight;

You want a reason,

to keep believing,

that someday you're gonna see the light."

I havent posted in 10 days.

haha. Im sorry.

I mean. I love blogging. BUT. I HAVE NO TIME grr.

so HELLO.(:

This weekend was packed. (:

Saturday.

Woke up at 6.30 to go to school-.-

was on stage standing until 11.30.

Went balestier for chicken rice.

Ate too full.

Felt sick.

Haha.

Studied, somehow, for 30mins. Physics graph.

2.30 set off to go to Ratana's house.

Reached at 3.10 at the busstop.

Then she told me about the taxi driver

omg i was laughing like some maniac in bugis.

Taxi Driver: 你去Bugis做什么?去见男朋友啊？

Ratana：没有啦。朋友而已。

Taxi Driver: 男朋友la! 你打扮成那么漂亮！

Ratana：没有啦！朋友！

Haha such an irritant. (:

Taxi Driver：你住在哪里？

Ratana：oh uh sengkang！

Taxi Driver：那，你的名字是什么？

Ratana：oh。 MARY！

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH-LAUGHS LIKE A MANIAC！-

now she's called MARY LAU who lives in SENGKANG HAHAHHAHA.

physics project was damn lame. crapped alot!

haha.

Ratana's parents and sister were nice, yay. so cool.

I had fun. (:

Today.

woke up early again to send aunty to the airport. she's going home. no i think she reached alr.

haha.

Art.

I started drawing roses.

Sabrina was crapp. as usual. gosh she makes me relax and laugh my head off haha.

afternoon-tuition.

As i expected,

NAG.

but i deserve it lah, who ask me get a B for amath.

And fail my quiz

shit.

its not that i dont know.

careless.

okay stop making excuses.

-.-

night.

went out with daddy.

cameback.

online.

happy.

and now im sick.

idk.

i have this flu. blowing my nose off alr.

haha.

okay.

amath ST is tmr, and to me its really important.

i have to score.

haha i talk like its so easy-.-

I dont know how to feel now.

i just feel very numb.

i want to do 2 things now.

sleep, and talk to you.

Haha okay whatever.

i shall go sleep and stop blowing my nose.

i feel dizzy.

yes okay i think that's what i shall feel for tonight-

DIZZY.

#TRACY``

2009-08-06T22:35:00.000-07:00

"期待,期待你发现我的爱."
-JJ

Heyy.

Today was the funnest day of my life. HAHA tana look i can type aeiou.

Haha okay no. But it was very fun. (:

Congrats to brother and buddy! (: For winning 2nd prize in TKGS got talent. :D Yes they really have talent! their performance was really heartwarming and it gave be goosebumps, in a GOOD way. hee.

We screamed like mad today. now my throat is taking revenge on me ):

Oh and this is the first time in school history that i didnt wear red and white on a national day celebration day. so cool right.

I just finish loading my teddy bear pictures on fb. My Sean is very cute. Hahaha! -egos-

the interact particulars are killing me. I just finished up till sec 3. omg :/

Tag replies:

Tracy to Andrea: Haha omg i dont understand the convo between you and elysia. haha. Anyway. QUE = Lame. QUE means cant walk. I dont know how to write the chinese character though. heh. (: And no i dont miss you. OHH and its very scary when you just appear infront of me. can die lah. today i died again. you keep doing that. :X haha.

Tracy to Elizabeth: Haha LOL i didnt stare at you guys so many times k. you imagining things. (:
Oh and okay i'll go tag soon. (:

Tracy to Aleeza: YANTIIIIII! Hahaha. Yes maam i go clean toilet. (:

Tracy to Tracy: Eh you didnt have school the whole week isit? why? only this morning saw that your dad's car wasnt there anymore. hhaha.

Tracy to Nicole: Haha okay wait.

Tracy to Beatrice: Hey uhm. Niece. (: HAHA. sounds funny. Yeah i was surprised to see your tag! (: so cool. haha. I'll relink soon. Yeah i know you used to be an interactor! You knew Yvonne right! and Nancy too. Heh. :D

Tracy to Elysia: Hhaha outing. Hmm. Idk. No mood right. but i promise we'll still go out. somehow, sometime, somewhere. And yes i'll go your blog now. Hahah.

Righttt. Now i shall go eli, wicole, and elysia's blogs.

I feel lost.
When I don't talk to you.
I don't know why but,
I miss you so much right now.

#TRACY``

2009-08-05T20:50:00.000-07:00

hi this is madhu. i have invaded tracy's blog. MAYAHAHAHHA. -evil smile-

LOL.

"IM WEARNING NOTHING."
-Vismitha, on what she's wearing on National day. :D

English now. im scared mrs taufik catch me. :X

HAHAHA.

#TRACY``

2009-08-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

"Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!"
-Because im stupid, SS501.

HEYHEY(:

Blogger still looks wierd.

Hmm.

And i havent blogged in so long! D:

Im currently in love with korean songs. IDK why. but. they make me feel happy.

And besides, desiree is there to help me GAG about SHINee! :D

Myahaha.

ART CLASS today was insane.

Super funny. That sabrina/yanti. HHAHHA.

Havent had such a good laugh in so long! (:

I finshed my 4th bear. I want to name it Sean. I like that name.

I really love my bear alot! Its damn cute, if i may say. :D idk. must be teacher emen's magic at work. (:

Hahaa. I shall upload photos next time when blogger becomes unscrewed. :D

GTG now.

Im so happy i get to indulge in art again. didnt get to do that for the past HOW MANY weeks! ((:

YAYNESS.

#TRACY``

2009-07-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

"Evacuate the dance floor"

Heyy.
Blogger is totally screwed.
And the whole day I really wanted to post this long emo post. hahaha.

I really got irritated today.
It was okay in the morning.
Went to 1/6 to chat/get back my pen. In the end, i helped them with their geog homework they were hopelessly copying from each other, LOL.
I felt really happy.

It rained, made me happier.

Then lessons started and my day just started going down the drain.

Ended school early, packing up was PFFFFT. I totally like. moved house or something! wth.

Duty was PFFTTBLEHHHSHIT.
Starting was okay. But after that I just felt so so so tired.
I actually knocked out in the den. for 1/2 an hour.
Woke up and suddenly saw Jaslyn's face poking in, asking me whether i took the listening compre exam. Hmmm. Scared the hell out of me. haha.

I just felt like crying the moment i woke up.

I didnt want to stay back just to walk people to 3e1. i wanted to do smt more productive like study. or better still, drawwww. I really have to draw something (!) otherwise my heart will feel very very heavy like how its feeling now. gosh.

I think im complaining alot. Maybe im pmsing. idc la. bleh.

-wallows in self pity-

okay. I think things are getting better. msn makes my day. :D

haahha.

-recovers-

#TRACY``

2009-07-17T20:05:00.000-07:00

"you showed me faith is not blind,

I dont need wings to help me fly.

Miracles happen once in a while,

When you believe."

TkGSPB Prefects' Investiture 2009.

17th July

I think this was the best PI ever. (: Considering that it was our turn to plan it.

I started the day feeling supersuper nervous. haha. But then later I read my horoscope and it said.

Today you will be feeling more busy then ever. However at the end of the day, you will feel tired, but more so of happy.

I was like YAY. Haha only I choose to believe in this kind of thing. hee. (anyway, it was true.haha.)

Went to school. Made a wrong desicion of going to class first, cos like. when i walked from class to hall, i ran into so many people who STARED and STARED and STARED even more. -.- whats wrong with wearing courtshoes and stockings and a formal uniform, making so much noise while walking through the void deck at 6.45am, and showing that paiseh look on my face?

okay now i know. :/

Anyway. dance rehearsal at 6.50am, and I think we improved so much since wednesday. (: Haha. not to be over confident or anything. but. The difference is just. :O haha.

Went back to class and then out of class again when i saw suiger. decided to help her with the files despite my blisters. hahahah. then again, when i walked into the classes they stared even more waaaah. D:

SS teacher was late. so me, tana, chris, wee, and joanne decided to practice. hahahha! dancing in class. HAHAH. it was quite funny.

Almost slept during SS. omgg. the tiredness all set in already. I was thinking, how to last through the day like that? ://// hahaha.

Chinese! we didnt take gong han CA. :D so we chatted in the corner. then left class early at 9.15am. :D Hee. Suddenly everyone seemed to appear at the den, and everything started to get abit chaotic. esp decor. omgg. hahha. the footprints, souvenirs, and guestbook! omg. my heart like. missed 20 beats cos of the constant shocks from SOMEONE. -.- haha.

Had last rehearsal, and everything just suddenly felt so real. Haha okay I meant, it didnt feel like a rehearsal la.

Then people started strolling in. OH some guests from RI and Xinmin turned up when they were not supposed to! Haha! then everybody kaypoh and went to look. it was so funny. haha.

Then Ratana and I went to attend to the guests, omg. it was very fun.

he asked me why the male toilet is pink

Argh. Anyway. Being at the reception table is very fun! hahaha. took alot of photos. haha.

The real thing.

The GOH arrival was very very scary! But she's very nice! haha. we asked her whether she wanted the bag for the souvenir. okay that part was funny.

Walk in was good. I think. I couldnt see myself. Anyway. the adrenaline just rushed up into my head. Made me feel so high. :D

board bow was okay. oh! then we sat, and i couldnt find the right position to sit. so i kept shifting. -.- i think it was very obvious that i leaned back on my chair cos my back was killing me.

When they started with the investiture, when snl was called, my heart almost flew out cos i didnt know what to do. I forgot everything. Then cos of thalessimia, i think, when i stood up i felt like plopping down again. then i really couldnt stand properly so i was shivering like mad. felt like i was gonna fall of the stage. i was thinking, if that happened, whether anyone will catch me. -.-

nevermind. anyway i didnt fall off. haha. after that, mostly everything went well. :D

performance! omg! i had sooo much fun. (: everything dont care already, just dance. hahaha. elysia took video haha. i think it was so cool.

PB song, tk philosophy and anthem were super high! I really said, after PI i'll scream, and i didnt know screaming feels so good! :D haaha.

when curtains closed everyone just went on hugging spree. then i realised ratana is so nice to hug. (:

The hugging spree continued for the whole day ahaa. Clearing up, and i felt bad for decor cos the moment i wanted to help everything gone already. -.- what kind of IC am I?! ):

Food Time. Food was okayyy. But no eclairs! D: haha. i think i drank more than i ate. :D gave out cards. gosh i didnt know it was so hard to find some people HAHA.

Photo taking! we went to comp lab 3 first to cool down. Gosh. Sharon, Nicole, BiBi and I started our nonsense again. o.O It was very very very funny. Should have took video. (: hahaa.

standing in line! Oh it felt like class photo taking! me wee and chris were standing in that exact same position can! so cool. (: but then again felt abit claustrophobic while waiting for the Principal to come. haha.

Exco photos were cool. in the field. hmmm. haha. but me and wee missed the jumpshot. haha. shoot. exactly, shoot.

[okay omg digress, i just cried.]

anyway. -wipes tears-

cam whored at the achievement board! it took soooo long to pose for our first SNL photo! i really really love snl so much. yes we might me total losers, but at least we have fun together as a comm. (:

went to the studio for cake and acknowledgements. omg the juniors really made my day. idk. im just really happy to have such awesome friends around me. im really grateful for all this.

i didnt eat the cake.

the 6 of us had this mini escape plan. ratana and i will leave before the juniors, then the pops will go together. taa-daa! we made it not obvious that we left early to go out and playyy. :D hahaha.

ooh getting out of courtshoes us such a wonderful feeling! and stockings too! i think i let out a little ahh when i took my stockings out. :D hahah lol!

went macs with them. omg so hilarious. andrea squeezing the milo. -.- dont know whats wrong with ther other 4, but they keep whispering things. :/ haahahha. i had to leave early but i was already late. took bus home with sotong. when we left. hmmm. they whispered even more. nvm.

she wanted to throw her milo but missed. omg it was so funny! haahhahah. then she said i was zi-lianning. wth right! hahhahaha.

okay it was really really mad on the bus with sotong. our convo really made me so happy. she clipped my bag to hers. hmm. then. she refused to answer me whether she was straight or not. HAHAH. maybe she's not? (: hahah. -raises eyebrow- haha. okay. but i have to say im really thankful for having a junior like her. (:

okay. hmm. i got home late and got scolded. really regretted it. but then again. maybe not? :/

ahah. went for tuition feeling half dead due to fatigue. so i told desiree to wake me up if i fell asleep halfway. hah! but then i had this horrible gastric-like-pain that almost killed me.

if i rate it on a scale of 1 to 10 (10 being go hospital since it was so near), i rated it 7.5. couldnt walk. felt like crying. ): but i ate all my meals properly lor! grr.

however, somehow, no matter how pain it was, i still felt happy. (see! my horoscope was right).

i felt this sense of satisfaction. this sense of relief. after all that we've been through the past 2 months, it made me sleep so soundly without anymore pain.

pictures!

Taking Temperature? Using the primary school thermometer. So cute. :D

oooh who's hotter? (:

Now's not the time to sleep. hahahah.

Jaslyn looks so innocent! :O

Ratana this is no time to emo. (:

Juniors, im not flashing. It was just very hot. hahah.

SNL! (: yay.

Nurul decided to extra haha.

So many Losers! haha! and thahira and krystel look like "Total Losers". heeee. (:

Sorry I dont know why so orange. I think it was the lighting. haahaha. :D
Yay. Im glad the souvenirs were. well. nice. :D

I have to thank people!

firstly,

i have to thank mummy for giving birth to me and letting me experience this wonderful event 14 years into my life. :D

Thankyou Ratana, for everything. Thanks for always being there for me. Thanks for supporting me. Thanks for encouraging me whenever i felt so so sad and lonely. Thanks for being someone i can always turn to whenever i need help. Thanks for giving me courage to do what i love. Thanks for sharing wonderful memories with me; happy ones, sad ones, lame ones, just all of them. Thanks for always standing up for me. Thanks for protecting me like your younger sister. Thanks for helping me sort out my thoughts when I felt lost. Thanks for being so similar to me! Haha. In every way. Im also beyond glad to know you, and its an honour and a gift that I have. Its a gift having you as my dear friend. If I could I would just tie you up and never let you go cos I treasure you so much. But no I wont cos. Its wierd. Anyway. You get what I mean. I thank you with all my heart for being you. (:

Thankyou Kahmin, for being my jie. Thanks for your support, care, concern and friendship these 3 years. You made me feel what its like to be cared for, sincerely. Ever since the first flagday, I knew that it was great having a senior like you. 3 years have passed in a flash, and I think both of us have grown up quite abit. I dont want you to leave tk, but you have to. I will cherish the memories of us in interact and pb and never forget it. Thanks for being so supportive. Thanks for your kindness. Thankyou for being there for me.

Thankyou Nicole! For being ever so caring. Thanks for hugging me right after the results. I just felt so relieved to have you around when results were announced. Im sorry I know I'll abandon you a few times in pb in the future, but I hope you'll understand why, and I also hope that you know that in my heart, you'll always be my friend and I'll give you 10 000 hugs whenever you need it. (: Thankyou.

Thankyou Charlene Wee. Thanks for being a great OAIC, and much of your effort contributed to the whole pb being able to enjoy such a great PI. Thankyou for staying strong. I know it was hard and there was alot of stress on you while you were planning, and Im sorry if I ever made you pissed or anything. Im sorry if I was ever pissed with you or anything. But I understand now, and I really appreciate your efforts.

Thankyou Chris. Thanks for being a great friend! Stress as programmes IC was scary huh. I know you have worked hard, and even though programmes is alot of behind-the-scenes-work, I have to thankyou for planning out such an enjoyable PI. None of this could have happened without you.

Thankyou Decor people. I'll start with melissa.

Thankyou Melissa Wong. For being a wonderful AI/C who has helped me so much, and not getting angry whenever i throw alot of work onto you all of a sudden. Thank you for being super funny at decor meetings. Thankyou for being a great friend, and a really responsible prefect as well. Congratulations on your getting into exco! PUBs commchair and you didnt even know it. hahahhaha. Green tea! (:

Thankyou Marissa! For being a great A I/C. Thankyou for putting in your very best for decor. The guestbook and school decor turned out really well, and I heard good reviews. -smiles brightly- Thankyou for having alot of initiative! I wouldnt know where I'd be without you to help me out throughout these 2 months. Thankyou also, for being such a fun person to be with. (:

Thankyou Andrea the sotong. I cried just know cos of your post okay. your fault. -shows pathetic face and folds arms- But Thankyou for being such a nice junior, who actually felt inspired because of what I said. Thankyou for being supportive and very very funny, who just has never failed to make me laugh. esp. on buses. hahah. Thankyou for assuming responsibility when given, and thankyou for setting the school decor while I was away doing something else. Thankyou for constantly running up and down getting things one by one, and thankyou for being the one who volunteered to do so. I know after that you felt very hot (temperature wise!), but you didnt complain, and that made me feel bad, but very grateful. So thankyou for being such a nice junior! (:

Thankyou Elizabeth Young the bee! Your intelligence and discipline is so cool. Thankyou for your constant reminders which also encouraged me to always keep on my toes. (: not literally though. Thankyou for being a great AV pop! Everything went great. Im honoured to be your senior, and im very lucky to have a junior like you. Thankyou for being supportive, and even created a cheer for me and ratana. hahah! its super cool, and very very nice. You've made me feel so appreciated. Thankyou for being bubbly too, online and in person. Thankyou for loving and understanding art too! I've never had such a wonderful conversation about art with anyone before in my life, cos I never thought anyone would understand. Thankyou for being awesomely awesome. (:

Thankyou Jaslyn Chan! Its nice talking to an ex-KCPian like you. hee. Thankyou for your ideas and intelligence. You've helped me solved many problems we met on the way. Decor really needed someone who can think calmly in a chotic situation, and you have done that. Thankyou for being someone very nice to be with. Thankyou for being a great junior and a great friend!

Thankyou Isabel! Firstly, you are very cute. Haha. As I said 1000 times before, your laugh is so funny I laugh at your laugh. haha! You are also very smart, and very dilligent. (: Thankyou for getting all the toilet rolls from australia! saved my life. :D okay. now whenever I see toilet roll, I'll think of you! haha! Drink more green tea okay! (:

Thankyou Elysia. I know currently you're angry. rather, half angry and half upset. Putting that aside, I have to thankyou for being in decor and livening up decor meetings. I know you're disappointed about yesterday, and we didnt mean to take it out so hard on you. Whatever it is, perservere in whatever you do okay.

Thankyou the rest of the decor people! I sorry I dont have time to mention every single one of you here, so I gave you guys cards. :D Hope you'll read them and continue to maintain your standard, and better still, hope you guys can always strive for improvement. (:

Thankyou PB teachers! Esp Mdm Lim for being so kind enough to let us close our eyes during rehearsals. (: Haha. I felt so happy to see the joy and pride on your face while we walked down. It made me feel happy and hounoured and full of pride to be a prefect in the exco. I thankyou and the teachers for giving me this opportunity and I promise I'll strive to be a good comm chair.

Thankyou Seniors for your encouragment and scolding! I wasnt there on wednesday, but I heard alot about it and it scared me just to hear about it second hand. whatever it is, i know that you scolded us because you were encouraging us and pushing us to make PI an event to be remembered.

Im not sure if I have anymore people to thank, but i'll just thank everybody for putting in effort, to help me of help the pb.

This was the best PI yet.

#TRACY``

2009-07-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

"해가 저물면 밤이 찾아오듯

내 사랑 어김없이 찾아오죠

걸음보다 더 빠른 내 마음이

오늘도 그대에게 가죠..."

-화신

However, this part makes ijimae sound like a stalker. :/

Helloooo.

Happy youth day!

But im not really happy and i dont think anyone is that much estatic about this either.

PB is going at a really fast speed now. Much emotions pouring out from many ppl. Its. I dont know. This feels similar to what it felt like during interact elections. ):

I dont like revealing of results. It always makes me cry.

I just finished my poster. haha. I think its too colourful. But nevermind. I think it describes who I am as an artist and a person. (:

vote for me; hand-in-hand, We shall create a better tomorrow!

"가질 수 없는 꿈인 걸 알기에

두 눈에 눈물이 흐르죠"

I know this dream is unattainable, and so, my eyes fill with tears.

#TRACY``

~~i want to talk to you.~~

2009-07-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

“是谁从我天空摘走了星星？

HEYY.

I must duo jiang hua yu. :D Oral's coming up.

Anyway. I HAVENT UPDATED. omg! whats happening to my life-.-

Im just getting soo busy with sec 3 life that i forget alot of things and i give up alot of my wants.

I just hope this is worth it all.

WEEK 1.

Monday.

Got scolded by mrs cheong for sleeping in class. Shermaine didnt wake me up, GRRR.

I promise I'll try not to do that again.

Decor meeting was cancelled, -slaps head-

Tuesday.

6 meetings in 1 day. This is when school life all set in.

Morning was like. meeting with seniors about our video, and at the same time, i organised a decor mtg. BAD BAD timing. cos. then they waited for quite long haha.

After school was our first decor-do-stuff-meeting, and interact exco meeting. super crap can! so much nonsense. HAHHA.

for decor, We had to finish the guestbook in 1 day, which was impossible, BUT WE DID IT. (:

After it stood up high, i just felt this. HAPPINESS which is very hard to describe.

It was fun. (: I dont know. Our last meeting was during holidays, then. It was nice to get back together again at the SAC. :D

I have great juniors, and im super lucky for that. (:

Wednesday.

No interact cos CCAs were cancelled. Anyway. It was mid week and life was. uhm. SIANNN.

-and its only 1st week of school-

Decor do stuff mtg again, this time, doing school decor. deadline: Friday.

Had this meeting with Mdm Goh and Ms Ashikin too. Ms Ashikin is very nice, and she has great ideas. (: Oh Mdm Goh said Mrs Hoy has given birth alr! to a baby boy. (: and like. the day before she was still at a meeting in school, while having contractions. HAHA. then she left school at like 5pm and gave birth like. 12 hours later. She makes it look so easy. hahahha.

decor was lame, as usual. (:

Thursday.

I cant remember what happened.

I just remember during decor, we told ghost stories. -USE FAB!-

HAHAA. Inside joke. Anyway, bonded, were lame, usual.

Went online I think. Had a pleasant suprise. hahha. (:

Friday.

RATANA LAU CAME BACK!

Gosh. I was happy. (:

After all, she pang-sehed me for like. dunno how long! D:

Anyway.

We changed places in class, which made ppl abit upset. IM SITTING BESIDE XUZHEN! yay!

She choped me, sorta. hahahhaha. Then its like. xuzhen me then tana is diagonally infront, an infront of me is weixiao de ren. (lu shuang) haha. I bet that area is gonna be super noisy. (:

haha. Its only 75% confirmed, I bet its gonna change though. nvm. see how.

Mr seah told us to write a letter to him about what we did during the hols and what we hope to achieve this term.

I dont know, but i pretty much poured out everything that I was bottling up in my heart.

I dont usually do that, but. writing that letter helped me set my direction for term 3, and now, I have my eye on the prize. ( L1R5 of 15, and. ______. yeah.)

Decor. (its like. everyday. hahha)

oh. i received an "L" to the power of 11 from mel wong.

Mel Wong is just insane. super lame, like me.

"the bridge is awesome, and so is TRACY TAN SHU WEI."

Goshhhhh. wasted 1 footprint. hahahah. actually 2, cos melwong followed, HAHAH.

then we were talking about green tea, polluting the juniors' minds. hahah.

green tea makes you pee,... and uhm.... nevermind. hahaha (:

home, and out again for tuition.

Desiree said. I think... i dont have H1N1.

That scares me. hahahhaha. but no la.

Saturday.

Woke up early today to go running, like WTH right! then went market with mummy WTH X2!

haha. i couldnt believe I did that, but now i feel so "golden girl". :D hahah! -sparkle in teeth-

Whatever it is, Im exhausted from the week, and i wish i can just plop down on this huge fluffy pillow and sleep until im satisfied.

But there aren't any huge fluffy pillows in life.

#TRACY``

Btw.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_i2weRmmem0

Watch, and vote for me! Haha. How to vote, im not too sure. :X

2009-06-23T20:04:00.000-07:00

"This used to be a funhouse, but now it’s full of evil clowns."

HEYHO.

School is closed.
Oh fish.
DECOR IS SO SCREWED OKAY. we really have no time alr. we really needed wednesday and friday. Now what to do. Our materials are in school. ): First week of school no staying back. CRAPPPP. ahh. Can we go someone else's house to do. we need progress! D:

AHH. okay shall not despair. things will work out.

Ooh. And mummy said people with Thalassemia get H1N1 more easily. WOAH. That’s. uhm. Not good. Crap.

to lift my spirits, I shall upload random photos. :D

the photos are in total RANDOMNESS. not in order. haha. just see can alr. (:

HAHA.

#TRACY``

2009-06-19T01:02:00.000-07:00

"Where the spirit does not work with the hand, there is no art."
-LeoNardo Da Vinci

HEYthere(:

haha.Its been pretty long since I last blogged(:

Malacca was great.(:
Alot of walking along roads which are very very freaky.
but shopping was great. The three places we went were just Mahkota Parade, something Pahlawan, and Jonker street. I prefered the air con malls, of course. haha(:
We also went to the peranakan museum where they shot xiaoniangre.super cool.
Like. the well that jeanette aw fell down was really there. and the kitchen and the laterns etc.
coooooool.

I throughly enjoyed myself. Oh i didnt see Ratana Lau. nor any other person. haha. but i saw alot of lookalikes.(: Im gonna load some pics another day.

yesterday i went out with linhui! went to vivo to watch movie and shop. We watched Hannah Montanna The Movie and it actually ISNT THAT BAD. In fact. It was quite nice. (:
But i got that boomboomclakk song stuck in my head, GRR. :/

ehh. whatelse.
Oh jiejie and I made waffles (woo) today. haha. not bad for first attempt, but it was mushy, flat and a tad bit too salty. Not my fault! grr. but pretty cool having a waffle making machine at home ehh. (:

Next week is gonna be busybusy! esp on wed and fri. and the other days also cos i got HOMEWORK. aiya. I really seem to be doing alot but when i look back, its actually very little that i did. D:
So its still so much more for me to finish. walao.

Life's a climb. But the view is great. (:

#TRACY``

2009-06-08T05:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

TODAY HAS GOT TO BE THE BEST DAY EVER. in june hols, that is.

haha. Had so many great laughs(:

Morning!
Temasek CIP!
took 14 there with Ratana and Wee.
hahha. ehh. i love the school. bigbig!:D

we prepared, chatted. then saw the kids stroll in. make me feel so big! hahah! they're so cute.:D

GROUP 1. CHIPS.;D gosh the cutest name ever sia. :D
CHRISTINE.
LYNETTE.
TRACY.
AMANDA.
AMELIA.
DIONIESSE.
HAFIDZUL.
ISSAC.
KELLYN.
NICHOLAS.

all very cute. :D

First Game.
Animal sounds.
In the class. at first, it was scary cos they were so shy. and quiet. hahah.

MIAO. WOOF. PAK. CHIT. omg like a zoo. (:

it was fun. as in. the boys refused to hold a girl's hand. HAHAH. so adorable.

GAME TWO. All tangled up.
normal. ehh. they like to cheat by letting go, haha!

The kids are good at debriefs. they like playing hangman with lynette haha!

GAME THREE. crocodile lake.
oh! nicholas( boy at the right end.) very poor thing.
when they were passing the chairs, so many times, not careful, hit his. uhh. HAHHA. so we help him. so poor thing leh. ahha! oh and they sang their school song so many times! hahah! cos they took so long to get across LOL.

Group shot after playing crocodile lake(:
(left to right) Issac. Hafidzul. Amanda. Kellyn. Dioniesse. Amelia. Nicholas.

THEN IT WAS BREAK TIME! yay. omg sitting with the kids so cute! they all rushing to talk. so we talked about movies. like high school musical. andand monsters vs aliens. OH! they keep wanting to know whether we got boyfriends/secret admirers. haha! LOL PRIMARY THREE ONLY LEH! gosh.:/ hahah!

GAME FOUR. The longest line.
They cheated, again. use their pencil case and all the pens. line up! hahah! then they all lie down cos no more things. HAHAH.

Hafidzul damn relaxed uhh! hahah!

GAME FIVE. Hey you mr wolf but got no mr wolf.
They liked this, cos it was running game. hahah.
played twice.

Hey you miss wolf tracy tan shu wei. hahahhaha. they're good at this game. :D

GAME SIX. pillar of support.
quite hard, cos too little ppl. then we sit on them like very poor thing. hahah!

Look at nicholas. then look at hafidzul HAHA.

then we taught them the titanic song/cheer. OMG SO CUTE! all singing. then we sing until forgot to report. ahhah!

went up to avt to facilitate training sessions, which were super short haha.

then exchanged email and all.

waah. it was a great day.:D

AND THATS NOT ALL.

went parkway with TANA.

gosh. laugh so much.

ate lunch.

went subway to so called study.

okay la we did study, but we crapped alot also.

OKAY. WANT TO SEE SOMETHING REALLY FREAKY!
ratana's mum said i look like her/she looks like me.
so.
we decided to take a few pictures. :D
look below.

HER.
ME! hahah! I WORE HER SPECS. NERD. HAHAH! scary right!

ME.
HER!

okay she looks more studious. :D

IT WAS FUN. then we didnt know whether subway allows us to refil drinks.

SO. we were suspicious ppl trying not to act suspicious going suspiciously to the vending machine while blocking the guy at the counter and faster refil the drink and go back. HAHAH! Lol. it was damn lame.

Then we just laughed alot. talked about juniors, mothers, and PB. haha.

okayokay.it was fun. then we walked around abit to see CDs and korean dramas. lool. then went home, felt so tired! haha.

okay ratana wants to read this now, so i shall post here.

#TRACY``

2009-06-04T20:13:00.001-07:00

HEYHO.(:

gosh. im getting irritated with all the tables filled with interators' particulars! omg. hahah. very cheem. I hope ppl will faster reply my email then i can send the full thing to mdm goh.
otherwise she'll keep calling my house. -.-
Anyway.
I just went for X Ray this morning!
SUPER COOL.(:::
and it turns out that my 2 missing teeth are really missing. cant find. haha. so yeah. there will always be a huge gap between my teeth in my lower jaw. :/ haha.

I just keep thinking about last night's mad mad convo.
like. what everybody said. gives me so many second impressions! haha. gosh.
but it was fun. (:
i am now a panda with no eyebags. special one. :D haha!
Decor comm shall really go out and have a nice big meal after PI! haha!

AND. why is everyone going malacca from 13 to 15.
spoil my whole mood.
grrrrrrr. >.<
hehh. :///
i have this horrible feeling in my stomach now.

ahhwell.
shall go complete my effiel tower.

OH GEOG RESEARCH! I FORGOT!
okay i rmbed.
ahh. booohooo.
#TRACY``

2009-06-02T02:01:00.000-07:00

hellohello!

take a look at the most hilliarious video ever.
but its not the complete thing, and idk why. D:

#TRACY``

2009-06-01T01:15:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLO(:
i just finished chinese project at home with ratana and cherlyn. (:
super super super funny.

ratana was ahma and some parts she narrated.
cherlyn was the maid and the friend and the narrator and the movie editor.
tracy OH ME! was the postman. -.-

or rather, post girl la.
hahah. and videographer. muahaha.

anyway!
our story was supposed to be super SAD. but then we laughed like mad la ahaha. the ahma supposed to die. then vomit blood (ketchup) and stuff.

we put powder in ratana's hair! (: super fun. somehow, alot flew away then we kept adding. ahhaha. then got chopsticks too. ratana really makes a good lao nainai! haha.

there were alottt of bloopers, most funny. its very very drama. heee. like the phone put down got the echoing sound. hahaha. coool.

im estatic now, from that soo soo fun experience! in sec 1 and 2 like not as fun haha.

okay chill tracy. cool down.
(:

here's my june hol schedule.

1- chinese project
2- go school in morning/afternoon to do chinese and bio project and maybe geog project.
3- TPC. duty.
4- decor meeting; banner, souvenirs and school decor. DIE! I CANT FIND BOX! AHHH):
5- dental. D:
6- free
7- tuition starts):
8- free
9- free
10- go out with ratana (tentative)
11- free
12- free
13- malacca!
14- malacca!
15- malacca!
16- free
17- free
18- go out with linhui!(:
19- chinese class starts again. D:
20- free
21- free
22- free
23- free
24- free
25- free
26- free
27- free
28- ahh school starts tmr. D: hahaha diedie. this is when i rush my homework and die trying. :/
29- PI rehearsal; TKSS ayg bus! aw. i dont mind going lehh.
30- PI rehearsal

yeah. actually i didnt know i was that free.
okay maybe not, cos still have many many decor meetings.

anyway.
OH! guess what. ratana is going malacca on 13th to 15th too. -.-
we were screaming like madwomen just now. hahah.

SO.
i have 9 things on my to-do-list, and i've completed:
NONE.

so bye. (:
PS. i bought luozhixiang's album. (: yay! haha.

#TRACY``

2009-05-22T20:36:00.000-07:00

INSTALLATION 2009

This, no doubt, has to be my best installation ever.

Especially after all the sweat tears screaming laughing fighting; it has been great. (:

i want to reply the whole stressed scene again and again and again. it sucked, but it was awesome. (:

i dont know how to blog about this cos i got alot of feelings and alot that i want to say.

Maybe i'll start with a comment from some interactors from River Valley High:
"we'll never be able to do this."

haha, but we did it. (:

it just sends a rush of excitement and glee all over me:D

okay.

morning.
stress set in when me and charlene and tiantian were worrying about whether mrs hoy had made an announcement alr.
in the end, tian and i decided to write in the book, but we didnt see that mrs hoy has alr wrote announcement 4. we wrote no. 7.
so, clara went:

Announcement 4, from Mrs Hoy, to all interactors...

omg. me and tiantian were like. :O !!! hahah. so we told ms tan to tell clara not to read announcement 7 alr. hahah. then later, we realised that mrs hoy's announcement had wrong info so clara might as well have just read announcement 7. ANYWAY.

we gave out tees in the morning. it was messy but anyway. haha. i was sooo glad to get my tee HAHA. it was.. WHEE(: happy. (:

script checking.
english-b4
chinese-b4
amath-a1.

screw my languages.

afterschool.
stress stress stress!
the moment we were released, start running alr.
gathering everything was harddd.
i dont know. it was chaos.
then i sprained my ankle through running, which hindered more running! wth! hahaha.
so i was half limping. i was LAME. (:
walkie talkies were FUN(: hee. first time im using it. haha. then everyone was tiantian where are you and shimin where are you! haha i got irritated cos i kept missing what ever was being said through those things. hahhaha. i think all i said was REPEAT REPEAT or WHAT YOU SAY?
hahahahaa. LOL(:
then when i finished decor i was sooo happy. then started putting ties on for everyone. helping others. and chatting with other interactors and pulling others to chat with our guests. (:
installation began
the speeches were.. okay some i listened, the rest went in and out. hahaha.
but i think mrs hoy's speech was one with alot of sincerity. could see that she was tired standing there 7plus months pregnant. i really wanted to get a chair for her and just let her sit and talk okay.
then the ceremony began, and the nerves didnt hit me until TRACY TAN SECRETARY then i blanked for i millisecond. forgot where to walk ahahahha. then i was shivering after the whole thing, and very very blank that i squealed at manek. hahahah. but i was smiling like mad though. (:
then some performances. ...

tea reception!
i was lazy to get my shoes so i just walked around with my socks ahah.
it was nice mingling with the guests. but they all said that the installation was great and all, i think they all dont dare to tell us its not nice. hahaha. i dont know. but they were smiling?(: and one of them loved the food. haha! so nice.(:
then rush like mad to change, and ratana came.
right before our performance, the nerves set in again! :/ and i was so afraid i will just blank out.
then everyone was so scared also it made it worse ahhahaha.
then came that time.
shivering like mad.
but guesswhat. i was still smiling like mad.
then i saw yiai omg i wanted to laugh.hee. and i think all the practices and disagreements were all worth it. (:
then jolene and nadiah but up a special performace! gosh i didnt know. hahaha. and it was so nice!
how they practice one! it was so good that it looked like alot of effort was put into practising. very cool. (:
then mass dance, a tkgs tradition!(:
it was high(: very very high(:
just jumping and jumping. goshhhh. and alot of korean songs hahhaha! then i was like lost.
so went to pull everyone up, and chase after people who actually ran out of the studio trying to escape ahhaha! it was super fun. then see everyone, starting so shy, but after awhile, ALL HIGH!(: hahah! and shout until no voice. hahahha. really, all the stress and emotions were all let out! then do tk cheer until no air. me and jingyi were gasping for air. hahahah. so like.
AHH..*breathe*..AHH...*breathe*...Ah..*breathebreathe*
hahahahhaha! like running 2.4. ahhaha.
then clearing up! balloons were given away. received alot of presents, yay. and the notes from seniors.
honestly, it was the best part of the installation. the notes seemed so. real. and like. it made me want to cry but joy said cannot cry. it really made my heart feel so, so warm.
and as an anti-climax, i had to go for tuition-.-
then the exco met and had dinner when i was doing my chinese cloze passage. hmmmmm. :/
ahh well. i had a great car dinner anyway! (:

its hard to let go of the memories when we've come this far.

ilovelovelovetkginteractclub. i wouldnt want to be anywhere else.
#TRACY``

2009-05-14T22:47:00.000-07:00

meetings):

so many, i cant remember lol!

monday:
Recess duty? tentative.
Recess meeting for english project.
After school see mdm goh, and ask her for cloth and basket for souvenirs.
Also after school, souvenir making for install. 60 pieces. and complete studio decor, and do some guestbook.
At home, Do legacy book for handover.

tuesday:
After school PI I/Cs meeting
After school 1st PI banner painting

wed:
Dry run 2, stress!
CLASHES WITH GAP.
howhow! omg i really dont know.
its like asking me to choose between both that really mean so much to me! omggg ://////

thurs:
PI meeting to hand in proposal designs [souvenir, guestbook and school decor]
Finalisation of ALL install decor.
Get souvenirs from mdm Goh (20 carebears)
Finish Legacy book, give to teachers

friday:
INSTALLATION DATE. panic like mad. haha okay no. (:

i dont know why but
GEE is addictive.
all the no no no no no
haha today i keep singing no.
(:

anyway. korean music really helps me destress sia. :D
okay i tell mimi that she will scream at me.
(:

im so going to properly ENJOY my paddlepop later. :p
#TRACY``

2009-05-12T06:09:00.000-07:00

OMG IM FREAKING STRESSED NOW.

TODAY WAS PRETTY SUCKY.
installation is gonna turn all my hair white.

morning: ALMOST LATE FOR SCHOOL. wth!
THEN. ratana. omg.

after school: got so irritated with everything. scolded people and now i feel bad.
its irritating when some are working so hard and some are just chatting away like as if its none of their business.

10 DAYS. now im stressed. says:
im too young and have an emotional range of a teaspoon.):

nelson_tph@yahoo.com.sg says:
teaspoon will soon become a tablespoon and before you know it a ladel and eventually maybe a spade... hahah

i hope so.

#TRACY``

2009-05-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

hello!
omg the arrival of baby aidan!

he's super cute.

:D

this has to be my favourite photo. (:

his feet are tinyyyyy! omgg.

#TRACY``

2009-05-07T23:46:00.000-07:00

hahhah helloooo

most of my exams are over!(: except math on tuesday. :/

review of the papers:

chinese: okay i cant rmb.
ss: ooh ooh bibi and i predicted the question AND IT CAME OUT((((: so for SEQ i obviously did that one.
amath: im gonna flunk it! fail maybe not but a C is possible. very.
-yknow i redid the paper and i can solve all! OMGOMG. and my first equation was wrong so all wrong D: angry!-
biology: okay that day was a bad day bio wasnt good either.
chem: okay, unexpectedly. as in i didnt fumble, but dont know if i'll do well.
geog: i left the whole 8m PEEL blank cos i was stunned at the question=.=
physics: im gonna get an F. ):

christine and i were making lame jokes along the way, something like

A for Amath
B for Bio
C for Chem and Chinese(i just thought of that)
E for Emath and English!
and ..
F for physics.

why F leh?
cos
.
.
.
FYSICS(:
and if you erase half the curved part of a P you get an F anyway.
(:

ahhaha.
if those were my results right, my L1R5 would be 32! HAHAHHAHAHHAH OMG! of course, dont count fysics. will burst the limit haha.

anyway.
im alr starting to slack.(:
im watching JJ's whole concert all over again on youtube! :D
im feeling so happy (:
like. all the memories!

(:
#TRACY``

2009-04-30T07:23:00.000-07:00

SWINE FLUUUU):
NO!):
IM SO SCARED OF IT OKAY.

anyway.
hello(: i havent blogged for very long! mid years, no time.

okay so far english, ss and chinese are over! 3 down, 6 more):

english was okay
ss was like. no time! hhahah.i think my handwriting became illegible can! wait the teachers refuse to mark give me 0. how.
chinese was today. i liked the obama passage, cos it was on art!:D i really wanted to talk like mad on Q25.-which artwork/phrase/song has inspired you, how and why? (translated)
omgomg. and you know right. i created the artwork in my head. it was imaginary!hahha cos there have been so many artworks that have inspired me. so i couldnt choose, haha.
i wanted to write about yours but haha i couldnt express it in chinese.
anyway.
i hope i can complete my notes(impossible) for bio and chem. then i hope i can do application questions for physics too. then i hope i wont make careless mistakes! HAHAHAHA.
okay im hoping too much, and this isnt guranteeing(how to spell huh) me anything HAHA.

okay im very scared of the swine flu.
like even the school's playing it up so much, until it seems so scary!
like there was the emergency briefing and all! class emergency relay system! ahh!
im so panicky. then mummy said must stock up on food! then at 10pm she said want to rush to giant to buy can food OMGOMG then i said tmr,she said wait no food left lah! OMG THAT SCARES ME. like. imagine the whole giant (which is incredibly GIANT) all the shelves empty! omg. which means that the situation is serious. orange alert can. scary.

haha talking to linhui and yiai now is really nice(:
i havent been talking PROPERLY to them for so long, and i feel so bad. :/

okay i have to go.
and somehow, im feeling hungry cos im thinking of linhui's mum's MEESIAM:D
hahahahha!

#TRACY``

2009-04-14T21:03:00.000-07:00

hello!
okay having viral flu isnt fun, and i dont even know what it means.
anyway.
yesterday was really tiring cos at first i had this bad stomach ache, then it spread to my head, then i realised i had fever.
so i spend 1 and a half periods in the sick bay, sleeping like mad. it helped abit, but after i woke up it was terribly HOT. my eyes were burning. and i wasnt thinking at all. like just sleep walking or smt. then very lost. i cant even rmb what happened after i woke up. :/

anyway. i went doctor after that and i had fever of 38.5 degrees.
haha its been so long since i had a fever until i dont rmb how it feels. hahah! i cant rmb the last time i felt so sick.
waah the panadol is so hard to swallow. :/ not that i cant swallow pills. got 4 leh! always get stuck halfway, then its super bitter. HAHA(:

ANYWAY. so now im on mc, once again. i dunno why i keep falling sick! ):
today i missed the IU project, and im super regretful. ): like. i really wanted to see my juniors go for this competition! ): after they all put in so much effort into this, i really wanted to see the end result.
ahh well. and so im planning to drag myself to school in the afternoon for sec 4 farewell. so i can ask them how it went. haha.

homework is piling up.
clock is ticking.
and i better get moving.

#TRACY``

2009-04-09T05:57:00.000-07:00

hay!
i havent blogged in 1 week. busy. sec 3 is taking my freedom away man!
hahah.

anyway.
today was eventful. my eyelids very heavy now.

okay i talk about ytd first.

sports day! (:

3e7 did really well i must say.
(:
overall champions!
*screams like xiao char bor.*
okay then cheerleading second, even though i felt that we should have got first. :/
then. banner second.
mascot third. our giraffe has 2 humps like a camel.
so that makes it a cameffe? or a giramel. sounds like some toffee :D
what else. hmm. track events i think michelle won alot? she runs super fast. (:
PB got first for inter cca, and interact got third. haha lds got second. hmm. it was close.
teachers race was very entertaining! mr tang and mr seah ran for sec 3 level. omg super fast! ITS SCARY. everyone was buzzing about that. hahah.
ok what else.
i almost fainted due to dehydration and heatstroke? yeah. couldnt breathe. then feel very dizzy and nauseous. hmmm. its quite an experience(: hhhaha! but no i dont want to experience it again.

okay cip at tampinies!
ohh it was very meaningful, and i had loads of fun.
peekchas are not with me. i dont know with who leh. marissa i guess.
anyway.
at first we went macs to collect all the food.
then we bused pass aisyah's house and reached. unchanged and all dirty from sports day HAHA.
so right. we all changed in this room where the curtain wasnt really working. hmm. lol. it felt like obs(: hahahah.
anyway.
we started singing the 3 songs.
then we did actions. which were wierd cos i was lost! HAHAH. i cant dance.
then we interacted! YAY my favourite part.
i made friends with this aunty. she's really nice(:
but the thing is, she had an accident and fell down 4 times, hit her head on the back so now, she's deaf. and she cant speak also. so basically we were communicating through sign language. me and vismita were like detectives.anyway she told us her life story which was very sad.):
but i told her I LOVE YOU in sign lauguage and she smiled very happily, wow. the feeling is indescribable. (:
then we split into halves, to eat. then we switched over to clean the area.
nicole was doing her philippino accent thing again! OMG. so lame. haha.
then she said she felt like yueniang! HAHHA.
we camwhored quite abit, then made our way back. (:
the day was such a great one. i really enjoyed the cip :D

okay today.
lets fastforward to gap.
invested the ngps. melissa tan and wong are in snl!
okay charlene's hypothesis was right. snl is either the very fun ones, or the very nerd ones.
i dont know where i fall under though. haha.
now 7 ppl in snl take triple science. righttt. and melissa tan is super smart also.
soo. yeahh. nerdds. :D yay.
then the pi comms were unexpected.
shant say who la.
but im decor again. decor for life.
ratana and marissa with me. (:
i think i like my comm.
but should hav amelia cos she can draw.
(:
anyway. im still suffering from minor shock of the committees.
yeah.

okay i gtg now.
bye:D
#TRACY``

2009-04-02T06:16:00.000-07:00

hello!

okay i have this really bad flu now.
i spent 60Cents on toilet tissue paper dispenser which ratana found exciting.
haha
and i feel like anytime my mucus is gonna shoot out of my eyeballs cos i keep sucking it up.
sorry for the grossness haha.
anyway
im getting second impressions of some people.
okay nvm
im not gonna go to school tmr.
my nose is gonna go all raw from all that friction of rubbing LOL
and my eyes pain.
and my throat also. swallowing mucus. which is sick, but ratana finds it fine. hmm.

okay i shall go do so many stuff now.
hahah kk! bye.

#TRACY``

2009-03-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

i think this weekend has been the most eventful weekend i ever had! hahah!

SATURDAY.

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im not sure whether it was the best day of my life,
BUT IT SURE WAS A GREAT DAY! HAHAHAH(:

everything was spectacular! like. i cant say it in words cos you will never understand until you're there yourself(:
haha(:
i loved all his songs!
except xiao jiu wo cos fanfan sing wrong, and their voices dont go well together. even though both of them have really nice voices!
haha(:

MY FAVOURITE PERFORMANCES WERE:

BIAN HAO 89757
JIU SHI WO
CAOCAO.SHA SHOU (THE BEST OKAY. THE MOST DRAMA ONE)
ZUI CHI BI - oh i have to talk about this one! jj's whole family came out on stage for this song.
jj's mum played pipa, dad played erhu (VERY GOOD) and his brother played piano.
the whole family thing was woaaaaaaahhhhh so touching! he cried.. cos his father sang part of the song. shows that his father so supportive! then go and learn his song! omg, so gan dong.

he started with zi you xuan ze and ended with yi qian nian yi hou. waaaah heartmelt (:
then hor!
okay this is the climax!
hahha
he personally wrote 100 postcards to hide under the 10 000 chairs in singapore indoor stadium.
then hor.
IT WAS UNDER MINE/MUMMY'S CHAIR!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
we only discovered it at the end of the whole thing,
then mummy held the envelope up at my face and omg i teared like mad and was OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG -ING LIKE MAD.
hahahah!
wow.
0.01 % chance leh!
i feel so lucky!
then elaine was. uhm. hahaha. i feel like sharing jj's love between both of us cos she likes jj just as much as me! HAHHAHAHAHAHAH! but no, im not tearing the postcard into 2. its mine(((:

ANYWAY. I HAD SUCH GREAT FUN! like. now when i listen his songs got such a nice feeling((((: hahahah!

we reached home at 12mn then i slept super late.

SUNDAY
and i woke up at 6.30am cos my friends were coming over. 10 of them haha.

anyway.
we danced the whole morning.
basically wonderboy, almost perfected it.. my partner is brenda! hahaa. it actually quite fun.
then uhm. i just knew that we were gonna do chengyao! haha it looks fun.
so its balloons-wonderboy-chengyao chorus.

cool

AT NIGHT
hahah okay
i think this is wierd but.
I JUST MADE FRIENDS WITH TRACY AND AUDREY!
hahhaha!
okay this is how it goes.

Tracy says:
hello, u know who am i?

JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ <3333333333 says:
ehh. tracy?

JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ <3333333333 says:
(:

JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ <3333333333 says:
haha no actually

Tracy says:
haha, im lishan's fren

Tracy says:
and i stay opposite u? HHAHA

JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ <3333333333 says:
HUH

JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ <3333333333 says:
full name?

Tracy says:
tracy yong

Tracy says:
u ask lishan

Tracy says:
she knows

Tracy says:
lishan, u know the one from ur sch?

JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ JJ <3333333333 says:
huh! what school you in?

Tracy says:
sac

Tracy says:
haha

Tracy says:
im ur neighbour

i took a while to absorb this but.

1.my name is tracy tan
2 my neighbour's name is tracy yong
3 my sisters name is fiona tan
4 tracy yong's sister is called audrey yong
5 my classmate's name is called tracy lam
6 and tracy lam's sister is called audrey lam
7 tracy yong and tan know yeoh lishan
8 tracy yong and tan know shuxin and desiree
9 desiree is tracy yong's classmate
10 shuxin is tracy yong's LIT mate
11 i just think this is wierd.
anyway.
12 tracy yong and fiona tan are in choir
13 they were once ever in alto 2
14 they're performing on the same day
15 we are tagging each others blogs like mad. hahahhaa.
16 audrey is super lame
17 audrey knows sabrina!hahaha that chicken.

okay and i shall stop at 17 cos its my fav no.
hahaha!
(:

anyway
we met each other at the backyard and it was super random. but fun!:D hahahah
gosh great friends in like ehh 2 hrs :D

okay hahaha TRACY IM DONE!
now i know so many tracys.
(:

#TRACY``
haha this seems funny. :D

2009-03-18T23:12:00.000-07:00

physics can kill me.
the lessons are so uhm. not specific.

haha anyway.
im on the ground now.
hahah im grounded.
cos i forgot to sms mummy and i dont know why.

i deserve it anyway.

soo.
i have much to do now.

i really wanted to watch cheerleading tmr though..
ratana and wang ye popping ((:
hhaha.

i was supposed to be emcee for the day.
but.

okay nvm.
im praying someone uploads a video of 3/7 (;
they have really worked hard! (:

wow. i havent been updating much cos i have been busehh.

doing what ah.
ehh

banner, interact sec 4 farewell planning (; , booking function room WHICH I CANT BOOK COS THEY DONT HAVE MORNING SLOT. DIE DIE DIE. , ehh. eating, watching britian's next top model (nice but not as bitchy as america's next top model haha! they all fight in perfect english HAHAH. ), what else. doing homework, more interact stuff. etc etc.

interact. i still think i will never give up on interact, even though THAT happened.
cos. interact has given me many many fun fun moments(:

like the dinner at 18 chefs. hahha i just grabbed photos from Jas. OKAY JAS I TOOK THE PHOTOS. fyi. (: and thanks jas. (:

me and chicken beast (:

me chicken beast and vegetable sweet sweet!

lol so blur this pic and mimi gone. hahahhaha.

ooh taking this photo was funny(:

then we smacked jaslyn's head.

okay recently in art class, i have painted the below. (:

im sending this for competition :D

heheh. unless i do another one that i like more.

yeahh. (:

honestly, i dont know what i drew HAHA.

and this is my little dedication for hillary(: i did this long ago but always too busy to load.

on the last day of term 1..

i made a new friend. His name is MUTHUSAMI. (((: hahahha!

sharon and cherlyn jumpshot

me charlene and ayushi!

me and chicken beast again. hahaha that silly smile. LOL.

i didnt know elisabeth quite camwhore lehh! (:

thats shiraaa, flattening herself on the door. haha. its so blur cos i was laughing like mad (:

okay me and sharon. sharon's expression is like that cos muthusami got BO! haha then sharon smell and faint. well. sorta((:

and last but not least,

ANUSHAAA(:

she's leaving this next monday): i dont think i can go airport though.

i shall make a dedication to her, even though she might not read it haha.

ANUSHAA!

being in the same batch as you to pass as prefects, i know that you've worked hard to pass, and thats so admirable (: even though you dont really have to study so much, you still put in your 100% effort to do well! and you really do very well. i'll really miss you, and all the times we had together in PI'08 and every PB event we did together. thanks for being such a great classmate!

3e7 will miss you always!

write to me okay. or msn me. (:

ily!

and with that, i gotta go.

(: facebooking!

hahaha

#TRACY``

2009-03-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

omg hahah i finally signed in!
and now i gtg. hm
but im doing fine, just to let everyone know.
ehh. im in for step this year! and ham is too! (:
AND JOYCE ALSO. omg hahaha.
funfun.
its the holidays, and i have to go back almost everyday. lol!

(:

#TRACY``

2009-03-04T06:29:00.000-08:00

hello
today was such an eventful day, which was uhh. sad.

okay. i shall be honest.
i was very very very very very very disappointed about interact exco & board results, cant hide that. im human.
my heart shattered when i saw that slide.
i really had half a mind to just run out to the toilet and cry my heart out.
really disappointed.
gosh.
it meant so much to me. since i dont know when, i held hopes of getting there.
but it never got played into my hands.
that scene keeps playing in my mind.
like. all the stares at me when the 2nd vice pres slide appeared.
man. that was like a huge slap on my face.
i really shouldnt have hoped for something that wasnt gonna happen, because i would fall harder.
and i fell hard.
i havent felt this sad since last last november. when. ..
i just cried and cried in school, at home.
the kinder bueno from jaslyn was good, for awhile...
but anyway go home still cry like mad.
anyway.
i shall stop harping on this, anyway i cant change anything, even if i wanted to.
even if i really really wanted to.

i shall try to do my best. as a secretary of interact club. make the best out of whats given to me.
i will try.

and i shall stop these freaking tears from falling incontrollably.

#TRACY``

2009-02-19T05:32:00.000-08:00

IM FREE!
or maybe not:/
i created my freedom to do list, and its constantly EXPANDING, with more and more stuff which is NOT RELATED TO HAVING FREEDOM.
what is this-.-

anyway
the whole CA week has made me grow more white hair, produce more pimples (OMG I GOT LIKE HUGE PIMPLES NOW-.-) and also. make me thing wrong-.-
HAHHAHA. CHICKEN BEAST CHARLENE WEE.-.-

hahahs.
i screwed physics i think. and bio and probably chem? eh no. i think/hope chem okay.
bleh

oh yes.
wanna make dedication to RATANA LAO. (lau.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU WILDBOAR!
HAHAH. HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR CAKE FIGHT.
OH AND SORRY YOUR PRESENT IS FREAKING LATE, I WAS BUSY. SORRY OMAR.
BUT YEAH.
YOU'RE 15 AND IM 14. YOU GET TO CONTINUE BULLYING ME. HAHAH.
BUT YEAH, THANKS FOR BEING A GREAT GREAT GREAT FRIEND(; LOVEYOU! HAHAH!

kk! shall continue slacking. i just need ONE DAY to relax. or my braincells will really go thwack.
#TWACY!
okay that sounded like nicole. or mdm goh. HAHHAHA. wonder where she went.

2009-02-09T23:52:00.000-08:00

i really have to let everything go.

i just hate this feeling
of failing.
even when i tried.
i just hate this pressure.
the stress.
and i cant do anything about it.
why.
whats wrong, i dont know.
i at least hoped i'll do well in physics.
and now.
i feel like i've lost courage to continue.
i just want to give up.
but thats not an option.
why. why physics. ever since primary three i've been looking forward to physics in sec three.
whats this.
i dont want to continue. but i dont want to give up either.
im just lost now.

lets hope that perserverance prevails when all else fails.
i really hope so.
otherwise.
studying this much and attaining these mere grades.
will really kill me.
im letting go art for awhile.
that's already killing me.
i dont know what to do now.

someone give me a knife.

2009-01-30T23:30:00.000-08:00

hello(:
i have just finished obs journal:D
yay. uhm. it was nice revisiting obs in PROPER ENGLISH. hahah(:

now i have geog left to finish.

then i shall study for amath and physics, also make notes for geog cos its nice. (:

im now like. quite obsessed with replayy(: by shinee. thanks to CAI TIANTIAN. and ho yijie. :/
haha shinee's songs better than dongbang's. whoops. haha! but i only know got a key and a onew in shinee. the others i dunno and dontcare HAHA.

chingay was such a pity.
i lost my chance of being on TV. like tonight. ahh well.
we're not on the performers list, some miscommunication or what. then mrs hoy suggested letting it go and not perform alr. so there goes my chance of being on tv HAHA. its okay, i still hope it goes well tonight! i heard yesterday rained. hehehh.

uhh. what else. im still confused over pb and cca, i still dont know which comes first. i really dont know. people who have adviced me its like 3-3. haha. and a few on the fence. haha. i love both. alot. so. im quite lost.
but definitely, i know studies come first!:D
esp this year.
the dog year thing at bedok center said:
something what should not engage in romantic relationships and let studies be the first priority or something haha.
so. yeah. i better buck up.
im failing like so many spring tests:/

anyway. now im in amath remedial.
with sooo many locals. haha!
scholars are all doing so well. dunno how they do it.

i went to watch bride wars yesterday with jie and samanthaa.
it was nice, quite funny.
then went to take neoprints! gosh. havent taken in so long! i think 1 year. i didnt take in sec 2. probably the last time was with nicole, lishan and linhui. (: we all looked like so wierd then. :/ haahhaa.
then i rushed off to dobhy ghaut to find charlene. who was playing tennis on her phone and didnt pick my call HAHA.
anyway. helped out for like 1 hr only. then went to raffles place to eat lunch which was very ex. must rmb to claim from mummehh:D haahaha.

and now im here. when im supposed to be doing homework.
i must be guai. like what yiai says. (:

#TRACY``

2009-01-29T06:42:00.000-08:00

someone help me
everyone's backing out of chingay
left me and lixin
we're gonna die.

someone tell me
pb or interact?
i cant set my priorities straight.

crap.
#TRACY``

2009-01-23T00:20:00.000-08:00

OBS.

19th jan - 23rd jan 2009

amazingly, i survived!(:

but arrived home with 5 blue-blacks, 9 mozzie bites and belgium chocolate colour skin-.-

oh and not forgetting muscle aches EVERYWHERE.

but also, i have with me such fond memories of the last 5 days(:

when i was asked to think of my most frustrating moment, i only thought that i was frustrated when i lost my sleeping bag. but no worries, tracy, shermaine and shira found it for me alr:D

my happiest moment has to be when we played the night games. Hillary was the first to set a record, and we were estatic. However, we were soon beaten my Raleigh. -.- nevermind, we still didnt give up and re-ran our race at least 5 times to improve our score!(: it was great as we really had alot of white blood cells, haha! (inside joke, literally. )

whatever it is, i have really learnt to appreciate all the simplest things in life. How nice it is to have a heater, a bed, a plate, a home, or even a matchstick.

Monday, 19th january.

reception, and 3/7 were split into 2 watches; Da Gama and Hillary<3

the ferry ride to pulau ubin was such a scary one. So many different feelings dashing in and out of my mind. Heart was racing.

Hillary met our instructor, Kiah Hong. (watch how his name mutates later in this post(: )

Did some camp work, folding tents and ponchos.

Lunch was bread and more bread.

Ice breakers came next. They were fun, but too short.

Dinner! our first outdoor meal that we had to cook for ourselves. We learnt both how to pitch the tents and cook with solid fuel tablets. i prefer cooking to pitching. (amazing huh! i hardly cook at home. )

For our first dinner,we had rice, campbell soup,peanuts and a taste of the outdoors. manymany ants. hm. haha. lots of screaming and flicking of insects!(:

more camp work was to be shared among the 14 of us, like washing up and packing.

for supper, which was not supposed to have existed, (only, it did thanks to Shiraaaaa.) butter bun! it was great. but kiah hong was HUH SUPPER? like as if we eat alot haha. (:

tuesday, 20th january.

quite a shocker as the sea expedition was super long.

started the day with 2 hours wasted on doing nothing much and getting scolded. missed out on all the fun morning games:/

we trekked a long long way to this tunnel, which was sooo scary.

tracy and tracy almost gave up, cos we're abit claustrophobic. but i went in when kiah hong said i was leaving my friends in there. so i re went in, and didnt regret it(:

accomplishing the long dark and hot tunnel all together was so great! like the whole 3/7 helping each other, supporting and encouraging each other to take another step forward. we really strengthened the trust between us(:

As we trekked back, we sang lame songs like fairly odd parents, barney and baa baa black sheep. it was such fun(:

The kayaking expedition.

6km straight through sea, 4 hours plus strong current.

This sea expedition was supposed to be headed by tracy x2. just because i kayaked twice before. However, Tracy lam wasnt feeling that great, so Ratana had to take over as navigator. Many times i felt like my arms were going to tear, my heart going to fly out because i was so afraid. It was very scary to kayak under pretty bad wind conditions while worrying about tracy.

The others had bad experiences at sea too. 2 kayaks crashed and were left behind by the whole group. They all started crying at sea.

we reached shore at 6pm,(we started at 2pm). it was such a relief to get out of the kayak.

However, no matter how tired we were, we still had to carry all the bags and kayaks up a steep slope. With teamwork, we formed a human chain that sped up our work.

It was quite fun although tiring. Ratana kept saying she was a man. a machoman. righttt. :/

haha. the sun started to set really fast. we had to change, cook and pitch our tents. Furthermore, we camped at a site that wasnt obs compund. Which means, wild boars, wild dogs, and illegal immigrants were everywhere. it was very scary. Splitting up into groups, we divided the work and managed to get most of it done by 8pm.

This was when we decided we wanted to go pee.

hm. no toilets, only long bushes. and a sea hole. haha. At first we went along one path which was terribly dark. all was okay until ratana and I heard the snorting of a wild boar which sounded really close. very freaky. i can still remember the exact sound and my feelings. we ran out of the path,and to another path, where we successfully did our toileting. it was hillarious(:

night watch for my tentmates was uhm. short? we spent the time going toilet again. hahaha. so we watch for like 10 mins only. busy peeing. -.-

cos ratana and charlene woke up and all went toilet together. hahha. rightt.

wednesday, 21st january.

learnt from yesterday, woke up early and didnt get scolding!

breakfast was 2 slices of bread with peanut butter which was horribly DRY. i cant eat dry food in the morning. so. i took like 1/2 an hour and i was still half way done on the second piece. -.-

land expedition

we had a taste of our land expedition early in the morning, where we only trekked 100m down to a nearby quarry.

our task was to build a raft which will float in the quarry and we can all sit on it and float. haha.

Hillary spent alot of time discussing, using sticks as models. we came up with a great design (haha! ego. ) but anyway we didnt have time to complete it. we spent 2 and a 1/2 hours. doing it.

but we were still sooo happy after that. cos we had so much fun working together tying knots and joking along the way. definitely bonded.

lunch was dry bread again. and sharon's VERY diluted isotonic drink. hahah. funny luh. (:

next, trekking.

sharon was our great navigator. really, i mean really great(:

she can read maps. i was like HUH. so i just followed. hahah.

first part alr go wrong way, and it was my fault anyway. cos there was a barrier. apparently, the barrier was a barrier for cars. thinking shallowly, we were like. cannot go. so turn the other way when we knew we were supposed to go right. walked for quite long, then kiah hong said.

are you sure you're going the right way?

walked back, and didnt make anymore mistakes!(:

while trekking, we had so much fun. we chatted about so much stuff, during breaks we joked and laughed as we ate. hillary was very happy(:

we kept missing the 2 checkpoints, so we had to put down our bags and backtrack.

the first checkpoint gave us a quote:

"we cant control what happens to us in life, but we can control how we react to it."
being so energized, we went quite fast to our next checkpoint, where we overshot again.

HAHA.

then we found it, and got another quote:

"what lies ahead of us and behind are tiny matters compared to what lies within us."

so we rested at some shady place eating nuts.

okay then wang ye made this observation that singaporeans like. slowly slowly pick the nuts and eat. china people like. just grab and stuff all in the mouth.

so wangye took the packet, and slowly slowly picked the orange crackers and ate them one by one. hahah gosh it was so funny. she exclaimed:

" eh! zhe yang chi zhen de bu cuo leh!"

hahah gosh she's so funny. then shira grabbed one whole mouthfull and said it wasnt bad either! (:

this was just one of the many many times the scholars and locals exchanged ideas and shared culture. its great.

we reached our destination after a long hike for about 3 or 4 hours for 3km.i think.

we ended up at camp 1! i mean, outside camp one. we reached our goal, which was to finish trekking before 5.30. yay so we could properly SHOWER. it was like everyone's motivation. (:

camp 1 is so nice. like chalet. linhui so lucky! they even have a training pool. and nice toilets which dont stink. so good.

we spilt up into cooking committees and pitching committees. i cook! hahaha. amazing hor! haah.

we had all the can food for dinner, cos we didnt want to carry.

oh dinner was so happy and very HIGHH.(:

hillary was bonded after trekking and we didnt stay so cliquish alr. then we went to shower

IT WAS SOOO NICE.

didnt shower for more than like 48 hours.

then can all go shit.

so charlene wee. being very lame. came up with a new word that i still find super funny.

"i shat already."

right.hahha. past tense of shit. i thought its shitted but shat sounds much funnier(:

anyway.

at night we played 3 games.

first was like minesweeper, but its called: my (kiah hong)'s mine field.

must step step and find your way across. haha.

tracy lam was the first to go across. then after that quite easy alr.

next was the game we played at pb camp. the arrow one. just nice, it was mooer's game! (:

sharon and i were like. orrrhhh! so easy.

then last was the so called mini amazing race around camp 1. again, teamwork definitely showed(:

and somehow sometime, sharon mutated kiah hong's name to GAY HONG.

heheh!

night time!

before sleeping tracy tracy and shira were damn lame.

tracy lam likes this jap singer called KAME (kah-mae.)

so i was like. sounds like a sushi!

then shira and i laughed non-stop, until now im still laughing.

cos we were both imagining a singing sushi! HAHAHHAHAHA.

so like.

we were imagining at sakae sushi we say:

can i have a kame?

HAHHAHAHA. lame.

thursday, 22nd january.

the end was reaching, but yet we weren't happy. i wanted like. another 2 more days or something. hahahah.

woke up early again to the loud whispering of CHARLENE WEE and RATANA WILDBOAR.

belaying practice.

i love falling(:

even though tracy lam almost flew up when i was falling down HAHA.

proceed onto the inverse tower, chimney and z-z log.

i got stuck at the cargo net. dropped. shit. should have gone further. too scared. heh.

but i was glad to have xu zhen support me on the way up!(:

we all took turns to be climbers and belayers and supporters.

i love belaying! hahah. but alot of friction when the person coming down.

we ate lunch, and trekked back.

quite short, but still fun.

tracy and tracy always trek together. hahaha.

when going down the steps we were supposed to count 1-2-1-2. so that we wont trip. it would be disastrous if we tripped. but the 1-2-1-2 became 1-2-3-4-5..... 52! HAHAHA.

so lame

we ended up counting the steps.

right.

being back at camp 2 after long expeditions was great. we unpacked, and kept equipment. and showered too! hhaha yay. in the make toilet. so empty compared to the female toilets!(:

celebration dinner!

ingredients:

10 eggs (these made me ESTATIC.), rice, luncheon meat, carrots, baked beans, long beans, onions, garlic and mushrooms. plus left over luo han chai.ew.

it was great discussing our menu.

hillary's dinner menu:

for starters:

baked beans and scrambled eggs.

for main course:

long beans and ommelette

luncheon meat and carrots

stir fried long beans, mushrooms,onions and carrots

stir fried cabbage, and what ah. carrots ah.

and rice of course.

for desert:

toasted bread with jam

who's drooling?

i know i am(:

cooking was so chaotic but fun.

like some hawker in the 60s, squat on the floor and fry(:

we gave 1 messtin full of food to gay hong, and then after that he came back saying:

waaah. im too full. eh. i threw 1/2 away. i want to vomit already!

oh gosh. all our blood boiled and eyes watered.

we took like 1 hr plus to fry leh!

(revenge is coming up haha.)

anyway. dinner was so cheerful.

than ratana wildboar ask me go watch sunset.

it was like. in the middle of blue and yellow so there was green it was so beautifulllll:D

oh the scholars said

any 2 people who see the green light right as the sun is setting will be very xing fu.

HAHAHHA

but no. im straight.

anyway. it was so nice. tried so hard to take a nice photo for me to draw or paint man.

200s

which is about 3 mins 20 secs.

it was this continuous race that every watch has to play and complete in 200s.

gosh this was my favourite part of the whole camp.

hillary was the first to set a record! YAY.

but like 1 minute later, raleigh over took us by 2 seconds.

suddenly, all of hillary's white blood cells appeared and we immediately say, run again.

wow. our fighting spirit was ever-so- strong!

and red blood cells too(:

hhahhah.

in the end, we improved then deproved, but again, we were still happy to run together.

win together, lose together:D

became sticky all over again.

hahah

slept in the training shack.

shira took all the blanket and i woke up teeth chattering and whole body shivering.

why is it so cold in the morning?

is it because our obs journey is coming to an end?

friday, 23rd jaunary.

sad sad day.

woke up cold outside and inside.

we took many photos, packed bags and found lost stuff.

shermaine, tracy and shira found my sleeping bag!

i was so happy. i screamed while washing the pot.

sharing circle. replay of all the obs moments. so sad.

dismissed, left camp 2.

i didnt wanna leave okay.

obs is really a truly great experience that i would never forget.

the last 5 days, i spent out of my comfort zone, and i experienced and learnt new stuff i never thought i could do.

after this whole course,

even though there's going to be a new hillary with new people,

i hope tkgs '09 hillary would stay in our hearts forever.

i know it would stay in mine.

oh! i didnt talk about my new friend "circle" right?

(i bet when tracy lam reads this she'll show a diao face.)

circle is my worm friend i made during trekking.

its terribly cute, and it doesnt know where its going.

hence, it went in a circle(:

its so cute(:

ratana wildboar, im done now.

heheh. peekchas up another time. my whole house sleep alr. very scary.

ohno.

after sleeping in the wilderness,

and going through everything,

lets just say.

i'll get through any obstacle that comes my way(:

#TRACY``

2009-01-18T00:47:00.000-08:00

OBS OBS OBS OBS OBS MING TIAN OBS OBS OBS OBS.

my feelings:

excited.

scared.

im just praying hard i get into the group with nice people, then it will be fun.

but that never happens.

so.

nvm.

anyway,

i havent been blogging recently cos i usually come online, then realise got alot of emails to send here and there then no time to blog.

buddy session 1.

screwed. no one was listening, ended late, even missed 1 game. -.- gosh. it wasnt a good day.

after that, still bad-ish mood. must stay back until how late to finish cca promo decor. and only 2 of my bees were used. but nvm. hungry man. but after that went to eatz culture to eat 2 soon kueh and my barley. hahah nice. and considerably cheap luh. can go again(: they got cool plates and chairs. and nice aircon! haahha.

cca promo day.

2 things made my heart go down vertically like some heart stopping roller coaster.one of them made my blood boil and started to make me want to swear. the other really made my tears fall.

shall not talk about it.

oh but positive things were, i still love 1/6. so cute(: hahahah. claudia was like. can we go home? i want to eat chocolate waffle! HAHAHHA. omg so cute.

and SOH YI AI CAME BACK! hahha. taqinah too.

anyway.

i dont know what obs will bring. it would probably be alot of suffering, but then later, we'll all realise that it wasnt so bad after all.(:

btw. my sis keeps scaring me. and laughing. i want to take my thread and needle sew her mouth up alr..... -.-

oh i drew that to encourage my class to work hard together to build their straw tower. jy just sent it to me and said i was cute when i put it as my msn display pic HAHA.

OBS is in 1 day. it will continue for 5 days. so i shall MIA. (GOSH THIS SENTENCE RHYMES!HAHAHAHAHAH. )

lame. okay shall go blogsurf.

OHHH! i forgot! i drew yi zhi mei (actually its liang zhi mei) during art class today! HAHHAHA I WAS SO HAPPY(: i love ijimae. now im getting addicted to korean stuff. the doctor show is also so nice. hahaha. i watch it in korean, its so cool(: ahahhahahah. IJIMAE!

#TRACYY`

2009-01-10T04:49:00.000-08:00

HELLOOO!
yay. sec 1 orientation 2009 was great(:
it was such a long day i couldnt stay up long enough to watch my ijimaeee! pfffftt. but nvm.
it was definitely 100% worth it man.

shall start from class party.
it was fun, stuffing like chips and more chips into our mouths. hahah.
the games in class and in the field were fun:D
got to know alot of the scholars better(:
OH.and cloud likes JJ! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH YAY YAY YAY YAY. and jay chou too.
the scholars know jj lehh:D
waah i heart melt(:

we had class comm elections.
during the party, for the locals, it was like. survivor politics kinda thing. like. pull to one side and form alliance kind of thing. gosh. so scary.
hahah
in the end.
cherlyn was our chairman, mengqi is our vice.
um. how to say. unexpected yet expected?

oh. weiling is the sucky NE rep! HAHAHAH. gosh. no one vie with her. hahaha. actually weiling better as secretary of tresurer or something lor. and she got stuck with NE rep cos of RATANA. ahahhahah. oh well.

then ratana got the 8 prefects in our class to be dismissed asap by telling mdm lim that we had to go for orientation! HAHHAH. so cool.but yeah. it was quite rushed after school.

we rushed to put up decor and all. thenn. er what ah. ohh. i went to slack at the foyer with the log people! and we cam whored. :D hahah. nicole was super high and was laughing at things me and erika didnt find funny. hm. and we kept doing that mr-tang-some-athlete-pose. hahha which is so lame.

went up to the hall to help with school cheers:D my class wasnt there, so just nice when i arrived, i ran away again to go find them. they preparing for their skit in class (so hardworking man. ) cheering was so tiring. and very hot sia. hahaha. ohh! and hor. my 1/6 class keep poking me! D: like. they shuo hao secretly then 1...2....3... POKE! i rmb. they are GRACE and CLAUDIA. HAHAH! yan link is the innocent one. and very nice(: hahha.

after that i ran off to change to my PRETTAYYYEEE BLACK SHIRT WITH ORANGE WORDS. hahahah. its the first pb based shirt i got(: yay. rather it to be lime greeeeen but nvm:D

joined my class back in the canteen to play rotational games. the first one was frozen in a bottle. supposed to get the coin frozen in the bottle. they said cannot break, but then if break its faster as the penalty was like 20 secs. ahhaha. so in the end. my class decided to break it. dunno who tell them hahha. nvm. then went to the wrong venue. but nvm. run somemore. runrun to the field out side the void deck to play the elf wizard giants game. haha omg 1e6 damn cute! they kept choosing the same actions, and then, they chase the wrong people like so many times! hahahh! it was like almost, none of the rounds were properly played, but they were just so entertaining man:D hahahah.

we ran to the field again to play block chase. they loved it. hahah. psls just watched them like mothers watching their kids in the playground! hahah it was so nice. then proceeded to h2o on the go. water game. all got wet hhaaha. but not as wet as my year lehh. hahah.

foyer game was bang, which i liked. although i suck at it. elsa was game master and hahah. it was funny. i told them my brown and sticky lame joke and omg! 1 girl knew the answer! HAHAH. A STICK(: hahhaa. the rest didnt get it. -.- nvm. the winner had to do forfeit. hahaha. so wierd..

next was back to class to prepare for their skit. i was damn impressed with what they have came up with! so much initiative. and it was very good(: OHOH! AND I LOVE THEIR CHEER. SO NICE. SO ENERGETIC. hahah yay. okay anyway. they were pretty good. we had too much time, so we played some nonsense games. killer handshake and they wanted to play musical chairs. gosh they scream so loud.(: hahaa.

dinner was er. good. except that alot of broken spoons! hahahah. i loved the sausage. hahha. and nice nice erika ate 1/2 my mountain of veggies(: hahah yay. oh and it was alott of rice. hahaha. i ate until so full. hahah(:

went to watch the campfire! we were on second floor.quite nice(:
but only 1 lit banana came down.the rest. eh. nvm.

went to hall. scream scream and had alot of fun! hahah. 1e6 was so much better in class than on stage. stage fright? but actually. to me it was still the best(: dunno why the rest won but nevermind. i loved their storyline:D and their cheer! HAHA. i still think its so cool.

oh. and im stick of father abraham. hahah. the turning makes my blood rush up and down incontrollably i feel so *poooof* . (like evaporating. hahah) (its not a nice feeling btw.)

the night ended with student leaders up on stange to do cheering. i was second row. hahaha. it was insane. so high(:

back to class, 1e6 did their cheer for their psls(((((: WHEE! hahaha. yay. love it.

buddy session next friday. looking forward to it huh. OH and alot want to join interact now! HAHAHHAHA. goodgood. they asking when to sign up alr. WAHAHAH.

airighty. pictures!
i know alot of people gonna grab.

"YOU CAN MAKE THONGS HAPPEN."

thats the lame pose.-.-

OHOH! fatin wrote: "Fatin is the awesomest psl" and put an arrow down and posed there omg it was so funny(: hahha.

1e6 in action!(:

( tell me.) hahaha. TELL ME TELL ME WHY MY BATTERY DIED HALFWAY. so i couldnt record the whole performance. hahaha. oh well.

hahha i shall go grab from others too!

I LOVE 1E6 '09(: thanks for being such an energetic class:D

yay. bye(:

#TRACY``

2009-01-06T06:07:00.001-08:00

hello!
im here to blog about the first 2 days of school. which have been chao long.
(digress. IM WATCHING IJIMAE NOW!HAHHAHAHA SO NICEEEE)
okay. haha.
i've slogged for like what seems like 2 weeks but it has only been 2 days D:
sec 3 really scary man. and like what suiger says, (haha) must study properly in sec 3 otherwise will regret next year.
so which means.
i cant slack in all aspects.
great.
anyway.
so far, my fav sub is...
PHYSICS! haah. although we havent started yet, (starting tmr) i love the textbook.
its the only science txtbk i've read cos i cant be bothered to read the rest.
so hmmmm.
hahahha.
but biology is nice too.
we got ms shah. who just graduated from tjc. quite nice. she say forgetting to do homework is a valid reason leh! which is so understanding ((:
gosh im now bombarded with so many msn convos.
haha
today i learnt some korean dance from tian.
quite fun(:
but i totally forgot alr so NVM. hahahah
uhm what else.
tmr is the first interact session of 2009!
hahah.
okay i dunno what else.
haha i shall go watch my ijimaee!(:

OH! and marissa,
HAHHA no thats not gonna happen, seriously.
just to emphasize my point.

#TRACY``

2009-01-03T04:59:00.000-08:00

helloo(:
first day of school.
scary, felt so lost not having many familliar faces around me.
i miss 2e9 sooo much.
however. i dont mind mdm lim anymore(:
i saw her smile!
haha.
1e6 is so pessimistic. lets hope that they'll open up by next friday. or else i got difficult life. booo.

EIGHT Lasts.
1. Last alcohol u had?
- I don't drink.

2. Last beverage:
- longan drink which was super sweet!

3. Last phone call:
- home?

4. Last text message:
- tiantianmimi

5. Last song played:
- the piano battle song from secret haha.

.6. Last icecream:
- at linhui's house!

7. Last time you cried:
- when i saw something that. uhm. nvm.

8. Last meal:
- dinner

EIGHT Have You’s.
1. Have you ever dated someone ur bestfriend likes?
- i used to like someone my bestfriend liked too but now noooo.

2. Have you ever been cheated on?
- haha no.

3. Have you ever bought condoms?
- nooo!

4. Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
- yeah. probably yiai. (:

5. Do you find yourself crushing on someone currently?
- noo. i dont think so.

6. Have you ever lost someone?
- yeahh.

7. Have you ever been depressed?
- i am human.

8. Do you smile at strangers?
- when i feel happy i smile at everyone! HAHHA.

RANDOM:
1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- guess so? i dont know how to answer.

2. What is your pet's name?
- FIONA okay no hhaah i so mean.

3. How many people have you kissed in 2008?
- none! i wanna keep my first kiss until ehh. longer. hahah!

4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
- no. i was made to wake up so early man.

5. What is a fact about the last person who texted you?
- tiantianmimi. i wasnt sure if i was talking to tiantian or mimi. HAHAH.

6. Do you hate the last person you kissed?
- i havent kiss yet. AHAH.

7. What are you listening to right now?
- sounds from a korean show outside.

8. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
- Yeah. i kept it for near to 5 years.

9. What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
- dust:D

10. Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone?
-tiantianmimi, amandagoh, charlene, jaslyn,felicia,insyirah,kimberley,kahmin,siti,nicole,joy,cristal anne, yingying,weiling,vaish,yiai,clara,xining,karen,teacher emen, angela. maoxin

11. Ever been kissed in a car?
- Heh no how many times must i repeat.

12. You're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
- It means that i feel very out of place.

13. Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
- No!

14.Last time you laughed?
- with jiejie? during dinner. we kept poking each other.

15. Do you regret anything from your past?
- yeah.alot? but too bad. i regret something i did on friday alr! HAHA. i made the sec 1s feel so obliged to do something they didnt want to do.

16. If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
- i need to think who first.

17. Do you bump into someones arm if you want to hold their hand?
- depends on the person i bump into! hahah.

18. Last argument?
- in my head, with myself.

19. Plans for weekends?
- art class tmr!

20. Excited for anything?
- PHYSICS. BUT DONT GET ME WRONG. i read my physics textbook today and i found it damn interesting:DDDD

21. Do you like to cuddle?
- depends who.

23. Do you hate when people smoke around you?
- YES VERY MUCH.

24. Who was the last boy you chat with?
- ehhhhs. i need to think. maoxin.

25. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
- mummy. i asked her if i can go chingay!

26. Do you have any plans for today?
- today over alr. i plan to go and sleep(:

27. Do you plan on moving out next?
- no. i just moved in! HAHA.

28. Are you 18?
- no not yet. i dont wanna grow up anyway.

29. Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
- who was it ahh. i cant rmb? it was probably during untangle! then we had to hold hands and untangle mahh. hahahahha. soo. no not really, haha.

30. What did you do last night, with who?
- i was at chinese tuition, and i was the only girl in the room with 3 guys and 1 old man. HAHAHAH. but yeah.

okay. i had to destress abit.
(:
my mum says i can take part in chingay! Its gonna be so fun. hope charlene wee goes! AHAHHA. i bet she would read this luhh. she stalker:D hahahhaha. but pray hard that i can juggle my time well. otherwise.. ohno.
happy belated birthday jolene and kristen! (:
and maoxin too!(:
#TRACY``

2008-12-30T18:19:00.000-08:00

hello!
its new year's eve! GOSH. WHY DID 2008 GO BY SO FAST D:
anyway, here's wishing you a happy advanced new year! 2009 is coming. so scary.

i have thought of some of my new year resolutions. (I TOTALLY MAKE THEM EVERY YEAR BUT THEY DONT APPLY! HAHAHAH.)
anyway.
1. put lots of effort into getting good grades. i need to score well.
2. put more effort into spending time with family!
3. never let my passion for art die. (hhaha it wont la. im just reminding myself.)
4. score an A for chinese. ( i have never did this for like. 3 years? hahaha. )
5. manage my time well. i havent figured out a way, but i hope i do so sooon. (:
6. be a good interactor, get into exco. (:
7. be a good prefect, get into exco/board. (:
8. KEEP TO MY 8 RESOLUTIONS! HAHAHAHAH.

okay. thats about it. so much to accomplish huh!

andand.
i also wanted to dedicate a section to all those that have impacted my life in 2008!
(:

firstly,
to mummy(:
for everything. just being there and watching me grow up! HAHAH. even though i dont wanna grow up but nvmm.

to jie.
hahah i didnt know i wanted to type this for you but. thanks for not quarreling with me so much this year. even though i still get mad at you for 1001 things. like TAKING MY PENS AND NOT RETURNIING. hehh.(:

to aunty(:
you're not gonna read this but nvm. thanks for all the great efforts you take into waking me up. seriously. you take about more than 1/2 an hour daily just to get me out of bed. HAHA.

to marissa(:
haha hello bestie(: again, thanks for being my bestbest friend, after so many years. even though we dont talk as much as last time, thanks for still being there! :D

to linhui(:
thanks for everything dudette! HAHAH. from the house visits to letter writing in school to meals during recess and tossing of vegetables from plate to plate, you're the best. ily!(:

to nicole(:
haha hello fellow prefect! thanks for passing on my birthday, it was the best birthday present i received this year. (: and thanks for all the fun times! :D

to lishan(:
hahah hello crapping friend who 7-times her lollipop and david archuleta!HAHA. thank you for being the nicest person who has sat behind me! ahhaha. always bickering with weiling which entertains cherlyn and i! HHAHAH.

to weiling(:
HELLO FELLOW JJ FAN! HARHARHAR. we shall go jj's concert next year! confirm okay! hahah. thanks for being an awesome salmon partner. win together, lose together! good thing we won together lah. HAHA. (:

to samantha(:
hello this crazy wuzun fan(: sadly you're going IP. too smart lah. hahah. thanks for all the teasings, jokes and laughter. and the letters. (which i have yet to reply after like 1001 months.) haahah. please keep in contact through msn! hahah. and strive to become the best bowler on earth yeah! ;D

to cherlyn, my gayest, craziest, nicest, wierdest, lamest partner i have ever had(:
you were such a joy. every lesson seemed to get by faster and more entertaining with you around! haha. esp maths. *winkwink. * oh haha no. hahaha. (: thank you ever so much for absorbing my lame jokes. cos others would just walk off. HAHAH. (oh wait. you couldnt run off anyway. hmmmm. hahaha.) you will always be the best best class partner ever! i would never find another BROWN AND STICKY partner just as BROWN AND STICKY as YOU! ((((: ily!

to aleeza(;
hahah hellooooo junior-who-was-supposed-to-come-tk-but-pangsehed-me. hahaha. hope you enjoy your time in cedar. (: hahah. i always have fun so called quarrelling with you during art class. and one dayyy, i am gonna really get you to pay me TWO DOLLARS HAHAHAH.somehow.(:

sabrina(:
hahha HELLO CHICKEN! hahahaha.thanks for being the best chicken impossible ever, and a great friend:D i have loadds of fun with you around in art class! :DDD

to yiai(: JIE!
hello ex president! hahah. and my really really super uber chao hao de senior. (: thanks for always being there to listen to all my complains! and i really hope you get your dream score, and get to go to your dream school! hahahah. jiayous all the way, and i'll always be online whenever you need to destress. (: dont forget me ah! hahaa. (i know you wont:D)

to kahmin(:
hehh hello jie! hahah. thanks for all the guidance in interact and PB! for being a great treasurer in both. hahaah. you smile more, and dont over stress yourself okay! jiayous! (:

to interact seniors, joy, jaslyn and kristen!
haha THANKS for being the best interactors there ever were, and thanks also for leading the club really well. and thanks for being ever so fun/ funny too! HAAH.(:

to CAI TIANTIAN(:
VEGETABLE SWEET SWEET! HAHAHAH. okay. see, i came up with such a cute nickname for you(: thanks for everything, doing the interact board with you was damn enjoyable! laughing like mad. hahaha. we shall strive hard for interact together yeahs! you shall go become president luh:D hahahah. jiayous with your reg srvc. hahaha. must do properly next year! :D HEHEH.

to all my pb seniors,
yingying-thanks for being the best snl comm chair ever! very fun and supportive. :D
kimberley- thanks for being a great orientation decor i/c!
jaslyn-thanks for helping me when i needed help, and thanks for being so fun!(:
aisyah- thanks for being a great head prefect so far. even though i dont really know you that well. haha. i know you've been greatt:D
janjira- hahha lol thanks for being so funny. alot of lame jokes that come from you really tickle me until i laugh like mad. hahah. like the sailing one i just heard yesterday. gosh, im still laughing now. HAHA.
nabilah- thanks for being so enthusiastic, and for being a great mentor to all your juniors;D

to all my pb juniors,
hahah.
lynette!- yesyes the most adorable of the lot(: haahha. thanks for being so observant. you were the only one who knew that i cut hair okay! so amazing. and thanks for supporting theartstory! hahaha. hope you'll pass uber soon, i cant wait :D
xinning!- HELLO MY POP! hahhaah. you were great whenever we did class dutyyy! yesyes and you are great at fishing too, its so scary. ahhahaa. thanks for being so cute and bubly!(: hope you'll pass soon:D jiayous!
cassendra- HANSHANGONGGGGG! hahaha gosh, you are so enthu and so uhm. not sec-one-ish. its great hanging out with you! really!(:
yeejun- CUISHANGONGGGGGG! thanks for stepping up during pb camp and being a great team leader! hahaha. always jiayou!(:
eunice- haha hello junior who is such a great banner painter! hahaha. i painted so many banners with you, or at least, at the same place. Haha.
zhenyi- thanks for being a great mooer! hahah. and strive to be a great psl yeah! (:

to charlene(:
thanks for being a great interactor/prefect/classmate next year! hahah. so cool. you and your stomach ache is always so lol. hahaha. thank you for always working uber hard in whatever you do(: hahaha. :D look forward to being a sevener with you! HAHAHAHHA.:D

to ratana(:
HELLO YOU. so funny. thanks for guiding me when i first joined snl. (: andand. thanks for the lame msn conversations that make me laugh until i flip. hahaha. like. the unhealthy meeting or whatt. hahahahah. look forward to being a sevener with you too!(:

to christinee(:
the VS OBSESSED PRAWNN. ahaha! lol! thanks for being ever so enthu about everything. samesame, look forward to being a sevener with you!(:

to sharon(:
hahah hello CHEECO EMPEROR! HAHAHA. thanks for being ever so CHEECO! haiyah now whenever i hear the word i think of youuu. hahahaha. thanks for supporting theartstory! plus, you still owe me payment. hahahah. look forward to being a sevener with you!(:

to mimi!(:
CAI MIMI! hahaha i like calling your full name! hahahaha. thanks for being so joyful! and being a great decor ai/c with me :D

to jolene fan(:
hellooo! thanks for being a really great friend! fellow snl prefect. hahah. jiayous in triple science. hahahah!:D

to wice! haha, vaish!
wice is so nice:D thanks for all the funny moments in pb and in step! hahah. purple and red fbts! hahaha. THANKS FOR KICKING ME IN THE HEAD AND STEPING ON MY TOES! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA:D

to karen!
haha hello miss singapore universe! ahhaha. thanks for being a great friend during step(:

to ham(((:
hello my buddy(: who loves yunho! hahaha. thank you so much for being my good friend! i cannot wait to see you again in thailand next year! keep in contact on msn okay? :D

to all the other step SSSS students!
hello all, thank you for being a part of my most enjoyable time of my life thus far! i wont get to see some of you again next year, but i sure miss all of you so much! yes, keep in contact on msn too! :D

okay now time for teachers:D
teacher emen!
HAAHAH. i've said this countless times, but i mean it everytime i say it. thank you for being the best art teacher on earth! thanks for watching over us and for the classes which really arent like classes cos they're more like gatherings. :D and THANK YOU FOR SUCH A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY PARTY! :DDD

ms kuah and ms ricca!
thank you for being such a great friend to all of us during step(: i've enjoyed all the moments, esp the outing on youth day! HAHAH. TOPLESS FIVE! (((((: it was great spending time with both of you(:

ms ang and molaoshi(:
thanks/xiexie for being great fms'08. i've enjoyed being in class with the 2 cutest fms in tk! hahahah!

to all subject teachers(:
you've all been great.

ehh. facils at absorbent mind count right? (:
i wanna thank IVAN and YVONNE!
hahahaha, for everything! hahahha. esp ivan for being our rubbish bin cum victim to our bullying. :D and yvonne for being so fun whenever you protect ivan! HAHAHHA.

also, EUNICE!
during pb camp(: thankyou for sharing your experiences at another camp. haha. and thanks for playing ouch with us! :D even though we hit not pain. (gosh. english is screwed! haha)

lemme think if i've missed out anyone.
hmm. carissa!
thanks for adding me on facebook! hahaha right. thanks for being such an entertaining tuition friend! ahhahaha. are you still continuing next year? :/

hmmmmms. oh! darren and collin!
hahah thanks for keeping in contact after how many years! childhood friends since what. 2001. ahhahaha.:D thanks for being great friends since young! pokemon monopoly! HAHAH.

yeahhs. i think thats about it. :D
#TRACY``

2008-12-28T00:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 200TH POST TO ME! HAHAHHA.
hahaha.
ehh. okay now i got mood to blog about x'mas party at my house which was on the 24th of december.
btw. christmas this year was -.-"""
cos i was doing homework half the day.
rightt.
it was such a fun party(:
it lasted until like. 12.30am on christmas day for me. hahaha(:

stuff i enjoyed:
1. making and drinking my fruit punch!
2. CURRY(: i had loads of it mann. :P
3. 12 days to christmas, singapore hawker food style!
it went something like.
"on the first day of christmas, my hawker made for me.... a bowl of yummy laksa! "(zhong e)
2. hokkien mee (mummy)
3. popiah (laoyi evelyn and gong gong)
4. meng kee ducks (big e)
5. mee goreng (gabriel OMG HE WAS DAMN FUNNY.)
6. roti prata (matt)
7. oyster ommelete (vanessa)
8. nonya kueh (mable sorry cant spell her name. haha)
9. yang chow fried rice (ema)
10. CHICKEN CURRY! (MEEEE;D)
11. sambal kang kong (jiejie grace)
12. nasi lemak (jiejie. duh she take 12 cos get to sing the least-.-)

hahah. it was great. i wanna sing it again! ((:
okay back to my list.
4. playing games!
we played "the paper says", charades, and a dictionary/defination game, and taboo.

the paper says was quite fun, seeing how uncle sum laugh was :D. but there was a hole. cos i think one slip of paper went missing. haha. so there was a break. hahaha.

charades was fun cos jiejie became hulk! HAAH. but it was pretty short.

the dictionary game was great. zhong e picked out 5 words from the dictionary that we all dont know the meaning. so we're supposed to guess, and so called "sell" our definations.okay these were some of the words and definations:

panettone:
actual meaning: a christmas fruit cake with nuts.
guessed meaning: "saying telephone with a bloked nose. HAHAH." -matt.
gabriel wrote something like "a tone in the middle of suntan tone and charcoal tone" for panettone! HAHAH. it was super funny. he won like what. 2 or 3 times! hahah.

hassien:
actual meaning: i forgot. who cares anyway. haha.
guessed meaning: "a person that comes from the country of "has" is called a hassien!" -vanessa

plimsoll:
actual meaning: a shoe made of a light material somethingsomething.
guessed meaning: "a slim ah-soh" i forgot who. but i think someone wrote that. haha!

and alot of other funny definations!

taboo was great too. but it was only fun when jiejie grace and gabriel made us guess and like. the younger generation get to guess. hahaha. okay. so there was this word.

"parliament house"
gabriel's explaination of the word:
"its beside the padang."
my guess: "NASI PADANG! cos nasi is beside padang! wahahha!"
(:

"millionaire"
jiejie grace's explaination of the word:
" i want to become this before i turn 30"
jiejie's guess: " HOUSEWIFE!"
-.- haaha. righttt.

"black hole"
gabriel's explaination:
"it sucks...
it draws things to its path.."
my guess: "VACUUM CLEANER! hahahaha." lol!

okay, alot of laughs. it was great. my stomach wanted to rip open! hahaha.

no.5 on my list:
taking photos!
6. chocolate fountain! muahaha.fattening but satisfying mann.
7. just being around my cousins(:
8. the aircon!
9. opening presents at just after midnight! hahaha!
10. receiving 7 smses at the stroke of midnight! hahaha. so funny. jiejie only got ONE. ahahha! okay no lah. (:

yeah thats about it!

the things i didnt like:
missing xiao niang re
missing IJIMAEEEE D:
and eating until too full.

hahah but all minor. so overall. VERY HAPPY(:

this is a christmas tree badge that i made for mummy and her 3 sisters. and jiejie also la. it was supposed to be going on my blogshop for $1.50 but i didnt have time to sell. (: hahah. next year(:

me and vanessa!

me and matthew. he actually looks abit like david archuleta if he smiles and gels his hair. hhahha! someday, he's gonna be the greatest golf player on earth! :D

nicenice family photo(((((((::::

okay.

yay i just loaded wilber's songs onto my phoneeeee! hahah feel so accomplished(:

yesyes. i gotta thank zhong e for flying all the way from rhode island to visit us at home! :D and for being chao fun also. hahahah.

art class today was very scary cos upstairs all got no class except teacher emen's. so like. our class only 4 students + 1 teacher and NO SABRINA. no wonder suddenly so quiet. (: hahah.

but now im making this clay doggie which is also a pencil holder and then the doggie's head is not attatched so like when you hang it on then the head will bob up and down. ahahhah! adorable(:

WHEE.

#TRACY``

happy early new year!

oh yes.

the words "new year" is damn scary. hhhaha.

2008-12-27T05:51:00.001-08:00

HEY!
merry belated christmas to everyone. hahaha. gosh, its very belated.
i was busy(: heheh.
thanks to everyone who sent me cards and gave me presents! :D greatly appreaciated.

ohoh! yesterday at linhui's was super fun(:
we played wii, taboo and camwhored. it was great. boxing nicole on wii was WHEE(: hhahah! okay no luh. i bet lishan misses the cow/scarecrow game alr. hahah(:
taboo was damn lame. i loved the buzzer. andand! they had words like PABLO PICASSOOO(: hahah. and vincent van gogh. so cool! they should have JJ too then got all my idols mann! :D

thanks linhui for everything, lunch and all. and the jj dvd and for my david cook cd and for lending me panweibo's cd!:D
when to return?
haha
kk gtg byes!
#TRACY``

2008-12-18T21:53:00.000-08:00

*yawnnn!*
gosh. im so tired.
today i went to school like so early for sec 1 registration. eh no, to HELP with sec 1 registration(:
it was pretty cool seeing all the juniors. looking lost. hahaha.
and kcp got quite a few ehh:D yay.
then got the girl from teacher emen's sunday morning class. heheh. she keep staring at me-.-

[digress. the kids downstairs said bye 6 times to reinforce their point-.-]

anyway.
the ushering was cool(: yay i like this kind of like.. hello good morning welcome to tkgs! kinda thing. heheheh. :D but it was super hot! D:
and then i saw linyee! heheh! at first she was alone. cos ONGLINHUI not there. hahaha. then after that ONGLINHUI came and YAY. hahahaha.lols.talked quite alot.
and sandra was also supposed to be there but i didnt know where she was so.. hhhahah.didnt see her. :/
oh yes. syafina came back! YAY! with her cousin. hhahha. yes she looks so matured now. and still very niceee! hahah. she talked about my msn name and say its very emooooo. hahahah. okay nvm about that :D HARHARHAR.
then charlene and i escaped to go drink the drink that christine and vaish smuggled (haha) in for us. its tastes like eating flowers but nevermind-.-
then we got carried away and went to classroom block to walk walk. then suddenly alot of parents approach us to ask this and that, and this girl from KC was transferring to TK. so she doesnt like choir and wants to change cca! hahah yay. so charlene started talking about interact and suddenly, we were both promoting our cca HAHA. but the girl looks so nice. but quiet thoughhh. hahaha:D
talk talk talk until we were late in reaching the hall and were soooo lost. :D
back in the hall, we basically collected the dietary needs paper and wait. and look at the juniors. and wait. hahahha.
at the end of the day i was super tired after standing so long! hahahah.
i took bus home with xinning! gosh. shes so cute okay. like. talk non stop one. then she was trying to eat her burger on the bus. and it smelt so nice i was so hungry-.-
ohoh! and she puts her earings and her nametag on her handphone keychain! :OOOOO
hahahaha! so funny.

okay so anyway im back here.
feeling lazy and all. but i cant nap otherwise i cannot sleep tonight.
OH WAIT. TODAYS FRIDAY! i can nap! :DDDD
hahaha. tonight got survivor finals horrr! :D
anyway we alr know that bob won. and matty kena betrayed! DD: gosh nooooo);
kk. i shall see if i can go nap.
oh yes. today, i like decode by paramore. hahaha. suddenly like to hear cha si nang song(:
#TRACY``

2008-12-17T23:28:00.000-08:00

HELLO
i shall write down everything random and important thats on my mind now.

1. Regular Service at Mandarin Gardens Kindergarten. accepted?
2. whether to follow the steps on the project planning booklet which is super useful.
3. banner! zomg its been dayss. can we start?!-.-
4. 3 stockings for Lynette, and 3 candy canes(:
5. whats my christmas present?
6. FREAKING CHINESE HMWK which i dont understand
7. FREAKING ENGLISH HMWK which i cant download
8. heymath which im just THIS close to finishing but still cant find the mood.
9. english compo which i have another 1000 words to add.
10. whats next year gonna be like?
11. i like the song hey stephen by taylor swift!haha.
12. why is the weather so hott. and yet its 1 degree celcius in beijing where melissa is now.
13. i want a longer holiday! :/
14. i keep thinking and dreaming about someone and someone in some situation which is not gonna happen-.-
ZOMG SPEAK OF THE DEVIL.
okay, thats about it.heheh.
TRACY TAN. PRIORITISE.
#TRACY``

2008-12-16T01:19:00.000-08:00

hello! gosh im blogging lots nowdays.
i didnt wanna blog today, but i saw this on jolene's blog and i laughed like mad. haah.shall kope from her. hahaha.
whatever it is, DONT THINK SICK. this is just for fun, and im bored :D

Instructions:
1. Do the "Letter Meme".
2. Tag no less than 5 other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Template:Dear (the last person who text messaged you). I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),Your name

Your letter:
Dear jaslyn. I dont really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realised it When I quoted Santa Outside of Chicago and I saw you Pull the clothes off My fart balloon. I'm sure you're Frostbitten enough to understand that there is no solution to this. I'm returning Your ring to you, but i'll keep Your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I Always have felt dirty before Eggplant-fetishism.In pain, Tracy.

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchiladas
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Sit on
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Pull the clothes off
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
Pink - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
White - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful i've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - Your mom
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - The results of your blood sample
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Best regards
Egypt - Fk off now
France - In pain

Tag:
1. marissa.
2. lishan
3. linhui
4. nicole
5. jaslyn! hahah.

gosh. so wrong! hahaha. sry jaslyn! you happens that you were the last one to sms me :X heheh! and i thought you hated butterflies! hahaha.

just for entertainment(:
#TRACY``

2008-12-15T00:15:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
okay this is wierd. i dreamt about this last night, then i just went tian's blog and i saw what i dreamt of! haha its a lamee quiz.

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
tiann.

2.Relationship with you and her?
haha. err. fellow comm srv dirs and good friend:D

3. 5 impressions.
funny, talk very fast, k-pop fan, responsible, smart(:

4. If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will?
haha no, vegetable sweet sweet will never become my enemy!(:

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
i dunno. depends on what that person says first lor!

6. Characteristics i like about myself.
i like to smile, tell lame jokes, help others(:

7. Characteristics i hate about myself.
gosh. alot leh. hahaha.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
hello, then i turn away and show black face D:<

9. What do people feel about you?
i dunno?

10. your crush?
hahah. obviously no one would say here whattt.
EHHEH(;
11. Most ideal person you wanna be?
hmm. 100% myself(:

12. pass this to 10 people.

1) marissa
2) lishan
3) nicole
4) linhui
5) tian!
6) mimi
7) cherlyn gay eating
8) yiai
9) aleeza
10) i cant think of anymore leh! how.
michael?
13. if 5 and 7 were together? (tian and cher)
hahah they dont even know each other. and it would be very wrong:/

14.who does 5 like? (tian)
errr. junsu?

15.what colour does 9 like? (aleeza)
light yellow!

16.say something about 8.(yiai)
haha alot to say! :D nice jie, hates work, likes aliens eg. ei! very supportive,likes green, and likes green apples:D

17. who is 2?
YEOH LISHAN
bangbangtang fan, david archuleta fan!

18. Talk about 3? (nicole)
haha nicoke! liansheng. hmm. very smart, hardworking, honest, and veryvery nice to be with.

19. who is 10 best friend?
i shall leave this blank.
if me then i happy to bits le.
20.who is the sexiest among the 10?
HAHAH. CHERLYN GAY EATING AND HER TIGHTS! HAHAHAH.

21. what colour does 4 like?(linhui)
hhaha hmm. i think all the colours?

22. is 4 single?
she's married to tegoshi.

23.your relationship with 1?(marissa!)
BESTFRIENDS(:

24.are 5 and 6 close friends?(tiantianmimi)
WHAT! THEY'RE SISTERS.

25.9's surname?(aleeza)
TEO! hahaha. or 2 dollars also can.

26.7's nickname? (cherlyn)
GAY EATING! hahaha. or cher lah.

27.say something to 2. (lishan)
when you wanna go hunt for AHEM'S present?(:

28.say something to help 9? (aleeza)
help? errr. let me help you?! -.-

29. who does 1 admire? (marissa)
i dunno who she admires, BUT I KNOW WHO ADMIRES HER! WAHAHA.

30.where does 1 live? (marissa)
bishann:D

31. 10 of them know who you like?
only 3 know. hahah.

32.say something to 6 when you see her. (mimi)
HELLO! hahah. and we'll probably crack some lame joke.

33.10's spouse?
ahha. blankkk.

doneee.
#TRACY``
this is just for entertainment(:

2008-12-14T21:46:00.000-08:00

hello!
this is my favourite song at the moment! (:

David Archuleta- A Little Too Not Over You.

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh Oooooooh Oh Ooooh,

oh Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

it so so rocks(:
heheh.
i wanna replay yesterday! hahha.

#TRACY``

2008-12-14T00:55:00.000-08:00

hay!
today was such a great day(:
we celebrated teacher emen's birthday during art class! it was supposed to be a surprise party and yet. it wasnt such a great surprise.
SEE! MY SIXTH SENSE WAS SO ACCURATE!
hahah.anyway.
ALEEZA TEO was 20 mins late, and then we went for class late, and then we got super drenched in the damn rain. hahaha. we went ntuc to buy drinks and plate. exactly same as last time for my birthday that one. just that got no aunty asking how much is the chicken wing:D hahah.
then teacher emen suspected something when we all went late. which totally blew the whole thing. hahaha.
then throughout the whole lesson, me, aleeza and sabrina were miming and talking like mutes across the table as to when marissa was coming. hahah it was hilarious. then we kept passing our handphones with messages on them until end up i had 3 phones:D hahahah.
okay and sab was super high the whole day. apparently, she has short hands and couldnt reach the cup of water. hahaa okay nvm the whole short hand thing was super lame.
then when marissa called WAAH. all so frantic. like. ahh howhow. hahaah. so then me and aleeza wanted to go downstairs, so i said I NEED TO GO TOILET. then aleeza said SHE NEEDS TO GO HELP HER MOTHER CARRY SOMETHING HEAVY. in our minds, we were like. SHIT. we used different excuse! HAHHA. so we said. we needed to go toilet then help my mum. HAHHAHA. okay so lame.
mars cabbed over from toapayoh with ben and AAHH. when i saw her i was so happehhh:D hahah. we collected the cake, which had words saying:

AGE OF ME: ______________ FILL IN THE BLANK.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEACHER EMEN!

hahaha.he was 39 on saturday.
we bought a purple lighter which was errr. hahaha. abit gayish. hahaha. and collected the drinks downstairs and went up. hahah.
lighting the cake was chao lameee! ben helped us light the cake, and we were scared the smoke signals would go off then err. ohno :/
so we finally went into class, so called off the lights. (WE COULDNT FIND THE DARN LIGHT SO IT WAS SUPER ANTI CLIMAX. )
haha. then marissa walked in with the cakee! haaah. the singing part went. POOF!
we properly sang it then ehh. the words melted away. hahaa.
we took pictures, ahhaha. below.
teacher emen ate such a TINYYY slice. goshh. hahaa.
the cake over cream liao. hahha. but good thing the tiramisu wasnt that overly loaded with coffee otherwise i cant eat. hahahah.
so then marissa's mum and her friend walked in and stuff. eateat.fatfat.
and yeah. thats about it. teacher emen help us clean palette! HAHAH. yay(:
after that (just now) he sms me! saying:
*checks inbox*
"thanks for the cake and present and handmade card.. :o) and the effort you have put in for the short party. :o)) "
(his smileys are damn cute. hahah. look like big nose person or something. aahaha )
then he said "i have a great 6 sense.... somehow when u were all late i knew you were all up to something. he..he :o)"
then: "thanks for the effort. i am really very happy."

awwww. okay. made the whole day of rushing about smsing and calling all worth it ((:
but that who ahhh. decided to pon. hahaha.
pictures below(:

he was smiling! then he moved-.-

yay this is actually quite nice! haha. look at sabrina! HAHAH.

okay and this is some abstract shot of the egyptian mural thing me and aleeza are sharing.hehe.

i had great fun today(:

and getting wet was. well. refreshing. ahhahahahha. but cold luhhs.

it was great to see marissa again! AHHH. like. how long ago she left. but so fast like 20 mins then she go again:/

ah well.

I LOVE ART CLASS!(:

#TRACY``

2008-12-11T22:45:00.000-08:00

helloooo! hahah
im bored today, thats why im here.
i just facebooked for 5 mins and logged out. haha.
rightt.
suddenly today im so free,and yesterday i was busy until i could burst:D
haha
oh yes
i have a cold! HAHAH. from dunk dunk goose(:
hahah
i was soaked and i went on the bus and the aircon was blehh. and then i walked out and the sun was super hot.
so i guess thats how i fell sick in like. 1hr. hahaha(:
but i wanna play dunk dunk goose again! D:
hahah. i like water(:
gosh, this is freaking random.
its 13 days to christmas!
and my orders for stuff are WOW.
haha
i shall go sew soon.
heheh.
im totally bored.
and nothing on the radio is entertaining.
ahh gosh. my email cant attatch pictures. how to send to marianne?!
hahah. i shall wait till she comes online
i cant wait til sunday, for many reasons.
although something's not gonna be quite right. my sixth sense is telling me, again.
its always right-.-
goshhh. im still totally bored.
and this is such a random post, that YOU reading this has just wasted 2 mins of your time, heh.

i shall go waste my time.
#TRACY``

2008-12-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

helloooo!

i just returned from interact camp like, 45 mins ago. WAHAHA.

i cant wait to blog, cos it was so fun! (:

morning was basically avt, 30 week schedule stuff.

the ice breakers were funn(:

like whacko and stuff. hahaha.

lunch was pizza, 12 pizzas. and 5 free drinks(: heheh.

oh i made the call to canadian pizza, and it was utmost ENTERTAINING(: hahaha.

the guy didnt speak very well, so got alot of communication problems.

he asked for my name, i said TRACY. he said: JACEY? okay jacey.

=.="

so then i said tanjong katong girls' school

he said tanjong katong girls' secondary school.

(HAHA! so i guess that means the fence between tkgs and tkss! HAHHA.)

so somehow. we put down the phone. and realised 10 regular pizzas wasnt enough food.

so i called again, and it was the same guy. hhaha. so i asked for 2 more pizzas, and change all the pizzas to large. hahah.then got free drink.

so i ask: what flavour?

he said. pepsi, miranda orange, green tea, ice lemon tea...

then i said: I WANT ALL! hahaha.

then he said okay.

the drinks became 3 pepsi and 2 orange=.=""""

haha lols!

but when you're free next time, talk to canadian pizza order man. HAHAHA. so biantai.

oh yes lets get to the favourite part of my day

the end!

ahaha

no lah. cos i like DUNK DUNK GOOOSE! HAHAHA

oh joy isnt the only one who said gooses. charlene said it too! HAHAH!

it was fun because everyone had a share in getting wet(:

i got dunked by JASLYN SHI WEI FEN(humphhh)

haha no la, but it was great great fun! hahahah.

-darn it. my gastric is killing me.-

haha okay i really cant blog anymore. stomach hurts like. craaaaap! );

#TRACYY``

thanks for everyone's support on theartstory! (;

2008-12-06T02:51:00.000-08:00

helloooo!

im here to advertise for my art blog! hahahs.

please support me greatly!

thankss(:

haha. go there now! the link is on my extras(:
heheh.
i shall come up with more smaller cheaper ones sooon.
i got tonnes of inspiration after coming back from the christmas-season-ed vivo! hahahh!
okay.gtg;
and i feel im damn slack for smpf. *slaps myself.*
i promise i'll work on it damn hard on monday.
#TRACY``

2008-12-03T22:29:00.000-08:00

hello!
visit http://theartstory.blogspot.com/
christmas gifts are up on sale!
(:
oh and yay,
my rash has subsided!
this is probably my shortest post ever. heh heh heh
#TRACY``

2008-11-30T23:16:00.000-08:00

DAMN MY RASH.
VERY VERY ITCHY.
I WANT TO CHANGE MY SKIN! D:
AHHH VERY VERY VERY ITCHY!
AND ITS SPREADING LIKE.MOULD ON DAMP BREAD.
gosh i cant stand it):

2008-11-30T22:17:00.000-08:00

hayy!
gosh,i wanted to blog about pb camp but it was 1 week ago alr. haha too slow.
anyway.
i shall just acknowledge mooer! for being the best cow family ever!(:
esp liansheng! who did very well at the human ladder. heehee. hope her blueblacks are fine..
andand han shang gong is in melbourne now! D: hahah. such a rich han shang gong! hahah.
but i sure had fun at ~~cow camp~~ pb camp(:
okay. im so frantic now im waving my arms and im gonna fly off soon.
okay lol no.
i forgot kimberley's deadline which was YESTERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE.
AHHH): i feel so bad. she still has to collate and send stuff today. gosh. *slaps myself*
then. i have to meet joy's deadline which is today and not all interactors have responded to my email. or rather. there were alot of unclear responses. so i have to go call all of them. WAAH.
then. I REALISED NICOKE WENT OLD AIRPORT ROAD YTD TOOOO! hahha.
i went to look for western stall aunty and uncle. they're doing really well but they arent coping that well with only 2 ppl. heh. ohoh! and i saw my card on their fridge! along with jiening's long long long letter and 1e7's and 2e3's messages. HAHA. so cool(:
and also, our smpf isnt going that well. we're really behind time:/// we're doing the topic on the arbelos, which is like 2 semi circles in 1 big semicircle and we have to find out if the area of the arbelos is equal to something, which im not clear cos i cant see the diagrams on the website.:/ now that helps..
andand! i have to make box for sharon's gifts
andand! im gonna come up with christmas themed stuff to post on the art story. hahha. OH YEAH! and i havent linked this blog to that one.

http://theartstory.blogspot.com

go check it out, and support me yeah(:

now im wondering why im still blogging here, and i still watched ice princess just now:X
ahh well. shall go reply joy.
#TRACY``